Tuesday, November 30, 2010


Today I watched a very interesting documentary on the Alamo....I hope to make it there this next year while I"m in the states...I would love to see it again since it's been forever since I have been there....We have hit rainy season now so all it is doing now is raining, since this is wintertime for us here now.........**********The Battle of the Alamo******** (February 23 – March 6, 1836) was a pivotal event in the Texas Revolution. Following a 13-day siege, Mexican troops under President General Antonio López de Santa Anna launched an assault on the Alamo Mission near San Antonio de Béxar (modern-day San Antonio, Texas). All but two of the Texian defenders were killed. Santa Anna's perceived cruelty during the battle inspired many Texians—both Texas settlers and adventurers from the United States—to join the Texian Army. Buoyed by a desire for revenge, the Texians defeated the Mexican Army at the Battle of San Jacinto, on April 21, 1836, ending the revolution.

Several months prior, Texians had driven all Mexican troops out of Mexican Texas. Approximately 100 Texians were then garrisoned at the Alamo. The Texian force grew slightly with the arrival of reinforcements led by eventual Alamo co-commanders James Bowie and William B. Travis. On February 23, approximately 1,500 Mexican troops marched into San Antonio de Béxar as the first step in a campaign to re-take Texas. For the next 12 days the two armies engaged in several skirmishes with minimal casualties. Aware that his garrison could not withstand an attack by such a large force, Travis wrote multiple letters pleading for more men and supplies, but fewer than 100 reinforcements arrived.

In the early morning hours of March 6, the Mexican Army advanced on the Alamo. After repulsing two attacks, Texians were unable to fend off a third attack. As Mexican soldiers scaled the walls, most of the Texian soldiers withdrew into interior buildings. Defenders unable to reach these points were slain by the Mexican cavalry as they attempted to escape. Between five and seven Texians may have surrendered; if so, they were quickly executed. Most eyewitness accounts reported between 182 and 257 Texians dead, while most historians of the Alamo agree that 400–600 Mexicans were killed or wounded. Several noncombatants were sent to Gonzales to spread word of the Texian defeat. The news sparked a panic and the Texian army, most settlers, and the new Republic of Texas government fled from the advancing Mexican Army.

Within Mexico, the battle has often been overshadowed by events from the Mexican–American War of 1846–48. In 19th-century Texas, the Alamo complex gradually became known as a battle site rather than a former mission. The Texas Legislature purchased the land and buildings in the early part of the 20th century and designated the Alamo chapel as an official Texas State Shrine. The Alamo is now "the most popular tourist site in Texas".[1] The Alamo has been the subject of numerous non-fiction works beginning in 1843. Most Americans, however, are more familiar with the myths spread by many of the movie and television adaptations,[2] including the 1950s Disney miniseries Davy Crockett and John Wayne's 1960 film The Alamo.

Monday, November 29, 2010


So it was another sllloooowww day, but I get out and do things constantly so I can meet others for someone else to talk with....no one around me here says anything or talks...they stay hidden out or walk the other way frowning...not sure why, but I've been dying for others to talk with....it's not as easy as I thought it would be since everyone is at work in the day still and we're about to get ready to leave....I can't take much more of these "do-nothing" days cause I"m so used to being out and talking to people and meeting others...not being hidden away in a room the whole day and night....I found a phone here that is free for soldiers and anyone else that is here for free world-wide calls....I can never get ahold of anyone and they are closed in the middle of the night....My internet in my room still is not fixed...I have no idea if it ever will be before we leave from here...I'm making due between these 2 cyber cafes but it's not as convinient as using right from my room where I don't have to go out in the freezing cold night air...I have finished sooo

many art projects that I have to send them back home to myself cause I don't want to keep up with them....It's fine at first having so much free time, then it just gets blahhh......I"m looking forward to starting my life over and working all over again cause it's soo hard for me to stay at home doing nothing at all or not really being productive in the daytime....Not too much longer though and I"ll be begging to have a break with all the mess that comes all at once from the movers off the boat and the trucks.....Not really looking forward to that but nothing I can do to change it..My going away party is just a few days away now...I'm half-way excited and nervous as all get out cause I absolutely can't stand being the center of attention and everyone's vision is solely focused on "me". I didn't even ask for it but it's a good thing to know I'm liked and not hated beyond belief...I gets that's what I get for being able to get along with almost anyone....:) hope everyone is having a good week so far..It's only Monday everyone!!!!!!! take care and talk with you soon when I can make it across the streetttttttttt...xxxxoxoxo

Sunday, November 28, 2010


I found a 24 hour cyber cafe here...it's after 3am here and I can't even get on yahoo and talk to anyone because they have it blocked would you believe it.....I guess they don't want people just sitting here and sitting here chatting non-stop like me....so there's not much that I can do here, not even save pics because everything is blocked...pretty boring...the internet switch thing in my room is messed up until they come and fix it whenever that is...so I'm stuck just doing what I"ve been doing for this whole week...it's been a complete headache and nuisanse....not much has changed at all here...it's still dragging for me and still a lot of waiting.....I heard music and saw a bit of dancing from the street festival they had here outside the gate where I live....Festivals like that go on for a whole weekend....Of course I don't know what they are saying since it's all in Japanese, but it's still fun to experience that since we never have things like that back home.....

Saturday, November 27, 2010

this is a day behind....i'm posting this on SUNDAY NOVEMBER 28TH!!!!


We had the Japanese street festival yesterday and I believe it's also going on today as well...I saw some of it with the Japanese dancers in the street and the Japanese drummers performing...I heard it again while I was walking up here to come online for as long as I possibly can since I can't stand just sitting in a room or sleeping the whole day like everyone else seems to do there....It's nice to see festivals like that since we don't have them back home except in organized places like our Arts Festival or at the State Fair every year, but we never have things just going on in the streets....I want to go tonight to get pictures when everything is lit up and they have the Japanese lanterns out....I have only 2 weeks left here in Japan...It's so hot today somewhere over 73 degrees......I can't believe we are weeks away from Chrismas and New York is already getting snow and we are in shorts and t-shirts here....We have our Christmas tree lighting a week from now...We have a Christmas village then at dark this huge Christmas tree is lit up....I'm sooo excited to get to see that before we leave here...I have all my pictures from Tokyo and everything else from the Halloween costume party that I went to all on my other computer that was shipped with everything else....I should be seeing all that about March perhaps if not sooner, but it takes forever to go through... By the time it



gets there, it will be freezing cold, cause we get heavy snow sometimes and huge ice storms.....very different from the winters here.....It's just kind of chilly now, but nothing really major happens.....I'm still in the waiting period over here..it seems to be dragging sometimes and it gets to me just being in such a very small living area...It's only 2 rooms and it drives me crazy at times...I don't think twice about grabbing my drink and heading out the door to one the nearest places around me I can actually get to.....I miss being online sooo much and wouldn't you know it...the internet connection is completely worn out and not working now until they come to fix it....so more waiting on that.....hopefully sometime this week cause I miss being on late at night, but then everything is closed then.....hope everyone is enjoying their weekend...I'm pretty much free right now and don't know what to do with myself I'm so restless...just waiting to leave is all but its aggravating teasing me like this...being so close but taking sooo long to get here.....

Friday, November 26, 2010


Not very much has changed in the last 24 hours....I'm still in the very very last stages of moving, and packing things up to mail and just getting used to stepping over things if not tripping over them first....Let's see, I stayed gone nearly the whole entire day today I was tooooo restless to just sit in a room, and I didn't care anything about Black Friday sale stuff...even if we do have the 2nd largest shopping center in the world apart from Germany being the first....hmm I went to the Japanese mall here out in town of course outside the fence I have to look at every single day here so I wouldn't feel so caged in and have a bit of freedom for at least a few hours....Then we found a movie to go to...something about a train which pretty much bored me to death cause I care nothing about trains...the only thing that I ever have to do with trains is getting on and off them...but I"m not obsessed with them, and I don't care a thing about sitting and watching some movie about them...total complete yawwnnnnnn...but it was either that or nothing at all since everything is so limited here, and I couldn't stand to just sit in a room...I hope the one tomorrow night will be much better....the computers here keep messing up so anyone who sent me offline messages i didn't get anything cause this wasn't responding and obviously knocked me off and took my messages with it, so I didn't get to see anything from anyone....I"m finallyyyyyyy moved out of that dump they put me in...I'm so glad that I don't have to go back there anymore...Still 2 more weeks living out of a freaking hotel room though....not sure how well that's gonna fly with me, but it seems to be going by fast.....We have to sell our car soon....I think about another week we still have it and then we have already found someone to buy it....it's Japanese style with the wheel on the right so everything inside looks reversed, or like someone went inside and switched everything around to play a trick on the person whose car it was...I'm soooo glad that things are finally winding down here...It's not so confusing now, so I will have more time now to be online and to finally figure out how to connect from my laptop in my room instead of always trekking up here to use these computers which I"m so limited on everything that I do....I will chat with you all soon, my schedule has been a nightmare for about the past 5 days and I still have a going-away party to show up to....I kept making excuses but I've pretty much run out now so I don't have any other choice but to show up and hold my breath nearly the whole time then make a mad dash for the door since I"ll already be completely embarrassed out of my mind anyways.....talk with you all soon...take care....

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving 2010!!!!


I am completely moved out of that moldy spider ridden worm crawling place the military forced me to move into....This is my first time back online in 3 days and it feels greatttt....I'm now living out of a scrunched up hotel room that I try and stay out of as much as possible except when I have GOT to get a shower and sleep...the rest of the times as soon as I wake up, I get dressed and I'm gone again from that place....I will be that way for the next 2 weeks here, but we finally got our plane tickets to go back home, the day after the movers came and I could hardly stand it I was sooo happy....Today was Thanksgiving.......glad it's over in a way, cause I don't like any of that stuff really...I get dragged to some Thanksgiving get-together the other day here, and there were tables and tables and more tables of just everything, and me not liking anything hardly only goes and gets 2 things...I think a couple of cookies and Dr. Pepper....I wouldn't touch any of that other mess...some kind of barfo casseroles and tomatoes on top with meat...I have better sense to injest something like that...(eyeroll) So I"m not too hot on Thanksgiving cause I'm such a picky eater and just can't stand anything hardly at all....Now that Thanksgiving is over, Christmas is going to be shoved at us full-force...not that it is already...they are having some Christmas parade here I think next weekend...not that I'm going to participate or anything living out of a hotel room of all places, but some already have lights up and Christmas trees showing out the windows...I've never had a Christmas tree ever, so I hope after next year I will finally get to experience having my own.....hope to chat with you all soon....as soon as I can figure out how to connect my laptop in my room (WHERE IT WILL ACTUALLY WORK AND NOT JUST COME ON) I will most likely be online non-stop until we have to move from here permanetely....I just didn't want to wait to get it hooked up and wait for it to connect, which never works for me the first time anyways... so now that most of the mess from moving in a hotel room is sorted out and I'm somewhat organized...the best way that I can be, until I get my own house again...one year and counting.... :p then it shouldn't be too much longer until I can start coming online again everyday.... and I simply can not waittttt....hope you all are doing great and gearing up for the holiday season....I'm excited about all of it.... :) xxxxx

Monday, November 22, 2010


Although I had a very hot shower, I still feel unbelievably disgusting....Today was the movers coming to get my husband's things to go to Korea...tomorrow is everything of ours then government borrowed things the next day...I had the grueling task of cleaning off the gross stuff from my yard ornaments I keep by the front....Some are porcelain others are like a hard plastic or whatever it is they make yard ornaments out of...I had to go and rinse them off in the dark with very little light and running so much water, it made the worms, lizards, bugs, ants and I'm not sure what else some of that was, come out....I can't stand any of that and I'm scared of everything over here....I'm not sure when it happened, or with which one, but my finger was aching, and I got in the light and looked at it, and I had sliced it all the way down and was bleeding all over the place...so that was the end of cleaning for me...good riddens I can't stand doing that stuff to begin with.....I'm soooo excited to FINALLY be moving and eventually leaving here.....I just don't like cutting myself over stuff like that, cause now it's aching to type anything....I am fine though, but it's been chaotic the whole day waiting and waiting then getting things ready or having to pack and not everything is cooperating....I will have everything jerked out from under me tomorrow..it takes a whole day to pack everything up and load it in the crates....then we move over to the hotel to temporary lodging for the next month...about 3 weeks time....I hope the weather doesn't act up by the time next month finally gets here and it's time to fly out...just sooo excited.....I will talk with you all soon...take care and so happy that we all met on here while I was living here on Okinawa....

Sunday, November 21, 2010


Tomorrow the movers come finally...I thought the day would never ever come...it's only a start to get some things then the next 2 days they come and get everything else....I"m so excited, and it's already looking empty here, and all we've done is move stuff around or have it stacked....I have tonight and tomorrow night still here before I'm living out of a hotel having to move 3 or 4 times because of my cats...some rooms they are allowed in, others they're not...so I'll be moving around until after Christmas trying to get settled and visiting everyone back and forth back home....I won't be fully settled until about the springtime when the snow starts melting....can't waittt I will finallyyy get to see snow aftersooo longgg....Has everyone seen the latest video craze that has been on the internet since before the sun came up here this morning???? I don't know how many times I have watched this but it's sooo cute and soooooo funny, I just had to share it....I miss having cutie kittens like this...mine were smaller than this when I first saw them when we went over to sign our lease in Italy....mine fit in the palm of my hand then, so it's no time at all and they grow up to be this size and do the funniest things ever....love it though...wish they could just stay that way and that sweet size....

Saturday, November 20, 2010

FINALLY GOT TO SEE "ECLISPE" AFTER 5 MONTHS SINCE IT'S BEEN OUT!!!!!!!!

♥♥ I FINALLY got to see my movie that follows my books....this is the 3rd one and I wasn't going to put up watching something this great at this base or any other...I took a chance today and went in town to the Japanese theatre to check and see what was playing in English....I couldn't believe "Eclispe" was staring me back in the face for one of the movies that were in English with Japanese sub-titles....I can't believe how pathetic it is over here to just try and see a movie when it's released for everyone else....I've got about 3 weeks left here now...I'm counting believe meeeeeeeeeeeee...I just hope the weather doesn't mess us up on leaving since it's fall time around here and if storms aren't here, then they are around these islands somewhere....I got fabulous things related to the "Eclispe" movie since I"m so obsessed with "stuff"...that's the only good thing about going to a Japanese theatre out in town...Japanese are just as obsessed with movie or music related items...I can't wait to take pictures to show on here I was really surprised I found things like that here with everything always being so crowded and sold out with everyone trying to shove themselves on this one island.....can't wait until things pick up finally..I'm too tired of waiting...hope to talk with you all soon when I'm staying in temporary lodging....I have about 2 more days left here in the place they moved us to back in the summer....I never really felt settled at all here honestly...I was constantly unpacking and going through things and now that I got them in some kind of an order...moving again.....story of my life....

Friday, November 19, 2010

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Love Quotes!!!

It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves. ~John Bulwer The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. ~Mother Teresa Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. ~Albert Einstein There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved. It is God's finger on man's shoulder. ~Charles Morgan You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. ~Jonathan Carroll, "Outside the Dog Museum" Ah me! love can not be cured by herbs. ~Ovid Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. ~Eric Fromm Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. ~Kahlil Gibran Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Robert Redford, as smart as Henry Kissinger, as noble as Ralph Nader, as funny as Woody Allen, and as athletic as Jimmy Conners. Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Woody Allen, as smart as Jimmy Connors, as funny as Ralph Nader, as athletic as Henry Kissinger and nothing like Robert Redford - but you'll take him anyway. ~Judith Viorst, Redbook, 1975 Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species. ~W. Somerset Maugham, A Writer's Notebook, 1949 Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Wind, Sand and Stars, 1939, translated from French by Lewis Galantière When love is not madness, it is not love. ~Pedro Calderon de la Barca Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river. ~Malagasy Proverb Do I love you because you're beautiful, Or are you beautiful because I love you? ~Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein II, Cinderella For you see, each day I love you more Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow. ~Rosemonde Gerard Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ~Sandra J. Dykes Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. ~Mark Overby Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. ~Author Unknown Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker. ~Author Unknown Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly. ~Proverb The lover is a monotheist who knows that other people worship different gods but cannot himself imagine that there could be other gods. ~Theodor Reik, Of Love and Lust, 1957 Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. ~Peter Ustinov Hate leaves ugly scars, love leaves beautiful ones. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966 Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind. ~William Shakespeare, Mid-Summer Night's Dream, 1595 The art of love... is largely the art of persistence. ~Albert Ellis Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that. ~Michael Leunig Who would give a law to lovers? Love is unto itself a higher law. ~Boethius, The Consolation of Philosophy, A.D. 524 Who, being loved, is poor? ~Oscar Wilde Love must be as much a light, as it is a flame. ~Henry David Thoreau To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with

reasons, that is the ultimate happiness. ~Robert Brault, www.robertbrault.com Without love, what are we worth? Eighty-nine cents! Eighty-nine cents worth of chemicals walking around lonely. ~Laurence Marks, M*A*S*H, "Love Story," original air date 7 January 1973, spoken by the character Hawkeye A baby is born with a need to be loved - and never outgrows it. ~Frank A. Clark Shall we compare our hearts to a garden - with beautiful blooms, straggling weeds, swooping birds and sunshine, rain - and most importantly, seeds. ~Grey Livingston Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. ~Robert Heinlein The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. ~George Moore We loved with a love that was more than love. ~Edgar Allan Poe If I love you, what business is it of yours? ~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe The hardest-learned lesson: that people have only their kind of love to give, not our kind. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960 Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and fans the bonfire. ~François Duc de La Rochefoucauld My debt to you, Belovèd, Is one I cannot pay In any coin of any realm On any reckoning day. ~Jessie B. Rittenhouse We choose those we like; with those we love, we have no say in the matter. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960 The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. ~Quoted by Alexandra Penney in Self Love is, above all, the gift of oneself. ~Jean Anouilh When a man is in love or in debt, someone else has the advantage. ~Bill Balance Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly. ~Rose Franken Love is the magician that pulls man out of his own hat. ~Ben Hecht A bell is no bell 'til you ring it, A song is no song 'til you sing it, And love in your heart Wasn’t put there to stay - Love isn’t love 'Til you give it away. ~Oscar Hammerstein, Sound of Music, "You Are Sixteen (Reprise)" (Thanks, Krystel) Love is like dew that falls on both nettles and lilies. ~Swedish Proverb Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. ~Henry Van Dyke Love is much nicer to be in than an automobile accident, a tight girdle, a higher tax bracket or a holding pattern over Philadelphia. ~Judith Viorst, Redbook, 1975 Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place. ~Ice T, The Ice Opinion, quoted in Reader's Digest, "Quotable Quotes," February 2002 Love is no respecter of age or practicality Neither morality: unabashed She enters where she will Unheeding that her immortal fires Burn up human hearts... ~Phillip Pulfrey, from Beyond Me, www.originals.net Love is an ocean of emotions entirely surrounded by expenses. ~Lord Dewar When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks. ~Natalie Clifford Barney Only in love are unity and duality not in conflict. ~Rabindranath Tagore

Friendship Quotes!!!!!

"A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world." ~Leo Buscaglia "A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be." ~Douglas Pagels "Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things." ~Author Unknown "Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty." ~Sicilian Proverb "The antidote for fifty enemies is one friend." ~Aristotle "In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit." ~Albert Schweitzer Come check out this awesome website that I found!!! www.quotegarden.com!!!!!! So..this time next week exactly...I will already be moved out of this place and in somewhere staying in temporary lodging....It went awfully fast staying at this place since the middle of summer...I finally got things organized and moving out is staring me right in the face again....So today I went and talked to the Chief over me and found out that I have a chance of swapping over to the other military base where I"ll be living at this next year for continuing work...too happy I was....I'm not sure what else to do but work or study besides having some free time to myself but 365 days of that is too much and I wouldn't know what to do with myself....I just wish it would hurry up I"m getting sick of it being dragged out me being here....It's pretty clear I don't get along with Japanese or the Americans living over here with them, and they clash with me...they can't keep up with me..they couldn't keep up with me even if they were running off batteries on a daily basis so I HAVE to find others who can keep up with me and where we actually can see things eye to eye...They are sending movers out tomorrow to determine how many crates and how many trucks they will need next week since most of the stuff in here is all mine....it's down to about 3 and a half weeks now out being here 4 ENTIRE YEARS....I am tooo excited...I should finally have my pics on here this weekend from my Tokyo trip...Let's just see how far I can get with those before they come and pack all this up and I'm stuck using a laptop for the next 3 months... that pink Hello Kitty phone not too far down I have a phone exactly like that one....ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!! I have another one too a little different but still I couldn't take having just a boring plain do nothing phone...I love all these songs from my show "Glee" that I watch every single night now on dvd since I have no idea when it comes on over here...hmm I think I will go and do all the colours cause I got stuck on reading them and it's interesting just to know that..I never thought of a colour defining your personality.....good night all can't wait to talk with you all again soon....;)


Tuesday, November 16, 2010


GRACE...

"Grace it is not "if" we will lose the things we love, it is "when." with some, the loss comes in a major catastrophic event. For most, love is surrendered one piece at a time...first childhood, a promising romance, the passing of a loved one, and finally a child who leaves home.But as we Love, can we not gain a deep knowing that in the presence of grace, LOVE IS ETERNAL."

Monday, November 15, 2010

Color Purple- Purple is the color of good judgment. It is the color of people seeking spiritual fulfillment. It is said if you surround yourself with purple you will have peace of mind. Purple is a good color to use in meditation. Purple has been used to symbolize magic and mystery, as well as royalty. Being the combination of red and blue, the warmest and coolest colors, purple is believed to be the ideal color. Most children love the color purple. Purple is the color most favored by artists. Thursday's color is purple. Purple is the color of purpose. Purple is associated with the Crown chakra (This links individual and universal). Purple Energy-Purple is a combination of blue and red. Red is a focusing, dynamic and active energy while blue is cooling, calming and expansive. Violet brings a new dynamic to the expansion of blue and the activity of red. Red brings practicality to the undirected expansiveness of the blue, and allows more creative energy to emerge. For this reason, purple is associated with imagination and inspiration. Purple is an important energy for those who use blue and indigo skills in the psychic field. The red in violet offers a grounding effect. Put some purple in your life when you want: to use your imagination to its fullest to re-balance your life to remove obstacles to calm overactivity or to energize from depression Purple gem stone properties Purple gemstones are associated with mysticism and purification. They are used for meditation and to sharpen psychic awareness, connection with higher self, and to increase imagination and inspiration. Wearing Purple- Wear purple when you want to encourage fantasy, mystery and imagination. Chakra associated with Purple: Purple is the color associated with the Crown Chakra. This chakra is the main co-oridination center of the body and ensures you are connected to universal sources of energy. Color Pink- Pink is the color of universal love. Pink is a quiet color. Lovers of beauty favor https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgl91EAJzC_dY-UgMu0A9CqnIf-8W6vMHMsrIvNb9MAUwFwmbQtNstR4xo4VP9fe9kn4ZfAbpu5iGk5yBh1PmOoLkFmwtEQIS85i1Q_DKGMi5-R87KZwnRmJmtx6QcI3tk7Y9HeVXCncUiF/s1600/Hello+Kitty+mermaid.gif"> pink. A pink carnation means "I will never forget you". Pink Energy Pink is a combination of red and white. The quality of energy in pink is determined by how much red is present. White is the potential for fullness, while red helps you to achieve that potential. Pink combines these energies. Shades of deep pink, such as magenta, are effective in neutralizing disorder and violence. Some prisons use limited deep pink tones to diffuse aggressive behaviour. Pink provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance. Put some pink in your life when you want: calm feelings to neutralize disorder relaxation acceptance, contentment Pink gem stone properties Pink gemstones can be used to promote love, self-worth, order and protection from violence or aggression. Carry or place pink gemstones around your home or office to stimulate love and beauty. Wearing Pink http://crystal-cure.com/pink.html Wear pink when you want to present yourself as a peaceful, calm person who is not threatening. The softer shades are very feminine and darker shades will alleviate feelings of friction.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

What one’s favorite color signifies "Most of us have a favorite color. Maybe you’re drawn to sky blue because it makes your eyes stand out or you find forest green particularly comforting. Whatever the case, your preferred hue can reveal a lot about what makes you tick. And the same holds true for the people you date — you’d probably have a different impression of a date if he or she said, “My favorite color is yellow” versus “My favorite color is black.” That’s because color speaks a powerful, silent language. And I can help you understand it. I’m a success coach and best-selling author of Simple Spells for Love and other books, and I’ve studied color theory. So, look up your favorite color below — then, your date’s best-loved shade — and get some colorful insights that will benefit your romantic life. Red What it represents: Ah, the color of passion, anger and high blood pressure. Red is a primal color. It represents primal urges, like lust (“I must have you now!”) and fury (you know the phrase “seeing red,” right?). Yes, red is a commanding color: think of how stop signs get you to halt in your tracks and how you stand back when a red fire engine goes whizzing by. Understanding people who love it: They act — sometimes without thinking — on immediate desires. In fact, they’re usually the poster children for immediate gratification. It’s up to you if you go for it... or proceed with caution. Red What it represents: Ah, the color of passion, anger and high blood pressure. Red is a primal color. It represents primal urges, like lust (“I must have you now!”) and fury (you know the phrase “seeing red,” right?). Yes, red is a commanding color: think of how stop signs get you to halt in your tracks and how you stand back when a red fire engine goes whizzing by. Understanding people who love it: They act — sometimes without thinking — on immediate desires. In fact, they’re usually the poster children for immediate gratification. It’s up to you if you go for it... or proceed with caution. Orange What it represents: OK, orange is not exactly the easiest color to wear and it’s not the most common favorite color, but guess what? Orange is as sensual as it gets. Orange is a mellowed red — and it takes primal, lusty urges and mellows them with a softer vibe. Orange is the color of early attractions, emotional responses, and inner magnetism. Oh, and one other thing: orange is also close to gold, the color of success and wealth. Understanding people who love it: Someone who likes orange is alive with feelings, the ability to nurture, and can intuit a path to success. If your favorite color is orange, you don’t have an “off” switch when it comes to passion. This is all good stuff, but there’s nothing casual about the connections this kind of person usually forges. Yellow What it represents: Yellow is the color of the sun, vitality, power and ego... but it’s not a great indicator of romance. Watch out for self-centered, “me first” energy when someone prefers yellow to the rest of the rainbow. Understanding people who love it: If yellow is your favorite color, temper your use of the word “I” when you’re interested in someone else. You can come across as too ego-centric otherwise. Now, if you’re dating someone whose favorite hue is yellow, make sure to jump in and share stories about yourself, since this person may not give you much room. Green What it represents: Here is the heart of the matter: green is the color of love. (It’s no coincidence that we make our money in the same color...) Green is the color of life and abundance — leaves, grass, plants — it’s all about growing, expanding, and living. So why don’t we give ferns instead of roses on Valentine’s Day? Because green is about expansive, humanistic love and acceptance, not bodice-ripping romance. What’s more, green is a nice-person color, a “do-gooder, be-gooder” kind of color. This person has a warm heart. Passion is probably in there somewhere, buried under their integrity and honor. Understanding people who love it: If you love green, you put the greater good before your own good — but try a little selfish behavior once in a while. Blue What it represents: Blue is a color of clarity, communications and charm. And regardless of the shade, this hue says: “I like to be understood.” On the downside, under stress, a “blue” person can send mixed messages, have trouble making up their mind, or just space out during conversations. Understanding people who love it: If blue is your favorite color, you never run out of anything to say — expression is your strong suit. And if you’re dating a “blue” person? The same holds true; you should always know where you stand. Purple What it represents: Purple evokes the energy of illusion, imagination and fantasy. Or should we say purrrrple? Purple tends to inspire coyness, romance, flirtation and teasing — it builds anticipation with a dash of playfulness. The downside of purple is unrealistic expectations. Is it easier to live in your fantasy world than the real world? Some purple-lovers prefer it. Understanding people who love it: If you love purple, you can be an imaginative romantic or prefer imaginary romance, depending on how you feel. White What it represents: White is light — the combination of all colors. White symbolizes purity (the traditional bridal dress, the christening gown) and spirituality. There’s a simplicity to it, too. Understanding people who love it: People who love white are probably clean and orderly. While white isn’t the sexiest color, it is certainly healthy. Black What it represents: Like white, black is a combination of all colors, but instead of purity, it represents the unknown, the unseen — mystery. Black basically holds back information... but there’s no denying that it has strong associations in our culture with “the dark side” and evil. Understanding people who love it: If your favorite color is black, you are more hush-hush than high-strung in nature. The silence of this color lets others fill in the blanks. Black says, “I’m not telling you anything.” People who love black can be tough nuts to crack, but quite possibly worth the effort. " I just couldn't ignore something like this since my whole life is based around colors...mostly purple and turquiose..which I would guess would fall under the "Blue and Green" categories....This is my very last week in this apartment..the one I just moved into here in July this year...the movers come next week, then it's hotel living for me all over again....I'm too happy I met all of you while I was living over here in Okinawa...I just have to move on and see other places...I'm not one to just stay in one country my whole entire life....I still can't understand how some other people can do that...Just being here 4 years, I can't count how many times I just up and left on the spur of the moment...I never expected to go to Australia, but it happened and LOVED it....this time next month I will already be gone from this place and I'm sooooo excited.......I look forward to keeping in touch with all of you where ever I move next after my year in the United States!!!!!!!!!!! Let's keep our friendship going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my colours on here are Purple and Turquoise...my LIFE SIGNATURE COLOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (not sure where Pink is really since that my whole life revolves around anything with Pink and Purple in it...I will have to find it for myself and put it on here!!!!!!) which ones are yours?????????? *<|:D

Saturday, November 13, 2010


If you judge people, you have no time to love them.In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.In love, there is always one who kisses & one who offers the cheek.The arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the great...est distance can be bridged.I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.--


With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones

I long for your love and time spent alone
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
...For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war - a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win
What should I do? Where shall I begin?
Should I ask for your love or remain a dear friend?
In my dreams youre my lover and my world is complete
But in life your a martyr to hope so elite
I've grown to know you and care with a passion


But fear lies within mutual attraction.
If I am to approach you with some indication
Would I strengthen our friendship or cause detonation?
This is the confusion, the struggle, the fight,
Until I am sure, youll remain a dream in the night.


Lost in confusion & self bliss
I've found the relation between dream & wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
...As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem
But still I'm confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

To All My Friends!!!!


You're Such A Good Friend

"Your patience and your kindness stand out for all to see, but the thing I most appreciate is the way you stand by me. For the world is full of people but those who care are rare, and the finest of the few is you, It's so good to know you're there."

Monday, November 8, 2010


So, I got asked the much dreaded question today...the one that I Have been dreading for months...I knew it was coming because I have too much personality, and make such an impact on just being here on this teeny tiny island...."What do you wanna do for ya Going-Away Party??????" ugghhh I really don't want the attention, but when being asked in front of an entire group like that, and everyone is waiting for some kind of an answer, the LAST thing I want to appear as is boring or a total deadbeat who never wants to do anything, when I am always up for anything.....I've been thinking and thinking and thinking the past several hours, and think I have


finally come up with something since whatever I come up with is always a total blast, and others see how much fun they are missing out on not hanging out with me, and can't wait to get in on whatever it is we're doing..... :D I think that this week is too soon for a party since it's a holiday weekend for us here and most already have plans...I'm definataly including going to the club after we spend an evening out...I'm expecting probably around 70 then maybe up to 100 cause friends bring friends, and I have nooo problem at all meeting new faces or talking....It's all too much fun for me.....and can't wait....now I"m sooo excited about the whole thing, I can't even get to sleep...I have to go at least through 2 or 3 Going-Away parties here....This one then another one next month from another group that I hung out with and went to dinner with every month and other things whatever we could come up with...Then my husband's people whoever he knows....I'm gonna be all partied out by the time I finally leave here, and we wouldn't even had Christmas yet.....At least I can keep in touch with everyone who wants to keep in touch with me thanks to the Internet and the magic of Facebook, which I seem to practically live on these days now....I am only here at this place I live now for 2 more weeks...WOW, it seems to have sped up all of a sudden....Then I get the dreaded task of having to move all over again...this time to the hotel....the same one that I fought over and over and over with about having the stupid ants all over everything until they moved us to the ones indoors with the carpeted hallways and the elevators.....I am hoping to get that again since I don't do the bug thing at all or ants or anything else that crawls around....I couldn't believe what I saw when I came on here what happened in Italy...WHY AM I FINDING OUT ABOUT THIS 2 days later whenever it happened on Saturday?!?!?! That's what I can't stand about being over here I'm always the very last one to know everything and it's annoying....It's like I don't ever know what's going on and everyone else does.....I'm trying my hardest not to cry or throw up because seeing this really does make me sick, or at least feel that way.....I was in Rome, I thought the whole place looked like a giantic movie set way beyond perfection...I had never seen such a gorgeous city with all that Rome has....WOW....I don't remember these really, we saw so much, and it all went by soo fast, but I"m sure we passed them.... A lot of it is a blur, but I do remember some of Rome, and absolutely LOVED it....How sad those things are starting to fall apart like that now after all this time....Still am glad that I got to see it when I did before the whole city is flattened like that....Can't wait to go back there I grew bored of Japan as soon as I got here...I just didn't see any potential or anything that was really of interest....You have to be from here and have a background and family or something over here to really be hard-core interested in this place and well, I'm just not...simple as that....miss Italy toooo much, and by the looks of this, it seems like it misses me too.... :(




Italy: More building collapses at Pompeii possible
ROME – More buildings inside the ancient Roman city of Pompeii could collapse, Italy's culture minister said Sunday, a day after a 2,000-year-old house once used by gladiators disintegrated into rubble.

The collapse Saturday at one of Italy's main tourist attractions was a source of embarrassment for the government and the country. President Giorgio Napolitano said


it was a "disgrace for Italy" and demanded an explanation.

Culture Minister Sandro Bondi, who went to Pompeii to survey the damage on Sunday, warned that other buildings could also fall, according to Italian news agencies.

Given the number of buildings that need restoration, further damage is virtually "inevitable," said Daniela Leone, a spokeswoman for Pompeii's archaeological superintendence.

"This is a vast area that requires maintenance, resources," she said.

The house that collapsed on Saturday was used by gladiators to train before going to fight in a nearby amphitheater, as well as by other athletes. It was also a storehouse for weapons and armor.

It was believed to have been built not long before Pompeii was destroyed in A.D. 79 by an eruption of Mount Vesuvius, which killed thousands of people and buried the city in 20 feet (six meters) of volcanic ash.

The house was also partially destroyed during World War II, and the roof and some of the walls had been rebuilt.

Sunday, November 7, 2010




This is where I wanna be!!!!!! Right under the Eiffel Tower like I stood before sooo many years ago then spending a leisurely wonderful day sitting right in front on the park areas having what else but my wonderful Dr. Pepper....Anyone up for joining me??? :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010


I had absolutely toooo much fun at the club tonight!!!!!!!! I took some of the most funniest pictures ever can't waitttt to post them!!!! miss you allll I'll be on more once things start ending here for me and then I can be on here all I want then like I was before......