Thursday, May 31, 2012

HELP NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!

I just noticed on here that there are 3 sixes (6's) all in a row on likes or something...I really don't like that number, or all 3 sixes in a row since it's the mark of the beast and the arch angel of death..I take that stuff pretty seriously, so it really bothers me to see that anywhere, and esp. on anything of mine...please up those numbers to where they aren't stuck on all 6's so I can get over worrying about it!!!!!!!! I saw the preview to a new movie coming out sometime next month or whatever, called like "The Devil Inside" and I can't believe that someone would make a movie like that...I can't stand stuff like that, and really don't want anything to do with it...thanks everyone it's greatly appreciated!!!!!!!
I'm not so good at remembering any movies...I forget the name like as soon as it's over...songs, I know and love all kinds, but can never ever remember them ever when I'm trying to talk about them or explain that I love this one song, but I can't remember the name of it, but it goes like....and give a few broken up words but it still doesn't make sense...I'm glad that I'm not the only one who has a problem with that!!!!!!!***** click on one of the best links ever!!! http://tv.yahoo.com/blogs/now/mary-kate-olsen-dating-nicolas-sarkozy-brother-reports-155138163.html ***** honestly, I don't care about that old guy that she is dating either, that idiot looks like a freaking pedophile...I just wanted to read what everyone else had to say!! I would have read more of them but the movers are coming again tomorrow, so that means that I have to be up at the crack of dawn to deal with 300 more boxes whenever I just finished yesterday with the last 4...now it starts all over again....best article ever though or comments I mean...toooo funny!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

sooo our crazy psychotic irrational twisted neighbours at at it again...I have been working like crazy for the last week and am still not finished on our front yard and back yard...it's alllll my stuff, my ideas, my decorating talents, more adding, more flowers, more wind chimes and a huge hot tub in the middle of it all...that is still coming by the way and I managed to find the only purple one on the sales floor...they keep calling it ocean blue, but it's more of a periwinkle kind of blue and purple mixed, but if I have anything to do with it, then it's going to be called straight "PURPLE" whenever I talk about it...I still have to get some sort of a wire hanger, bend it in a crazy odd shape, and pull out the disgusting dog hair in the cracks in the very corners outside that I can't get to...yes I am just that obsessive about dirt, and dog hair and whatever that makes a mess...and I don't have dogs, and I still can't believe that I'm still having to worry about the mess the last dopes left behind with their disgusting big dogs...well I'm fixing up our yard my style with flowers all over, wind chimes, a swirling patriotic wind ornament with an American flag and Eagle in front of it flying in the hologram, so it changes every time that it moves...very beautiful and creative...I'm still not done with the front either...it just takes a ton of time, and money to do anything to fix anything up...I have the time now, so that's why I keep pushing myself like crazy to get it done...I'm still adding huge hanging flowers, doing the flower beds more, the 4th one still with all the weeds in it here and there, but I managed to get the biggest part of the trash clean up out of the way...the last people who lived here used those flower beds for trash...I found everything from bottle caps, cigarettes, to trash bags in those...also those plastic cups like sometimes are filled to the brim with beer...I had over 3 deals of just trash alone from all that once I attacked that mess....I put a few yard ornaments in the biggest flower bed that has a small tree and bushes in that, and those wood chip things in it..not sure what to call them, but that is the last one that I have to work on cause I can't stand mess and trash and weeds all over...we're always have people coming to the door, and that is the first thing that they see is the front of the house...there is no way that I'm going to be presented by trash, and weeds and mess and cigarettes and dog hair when I can't stand any of those things, I don't smoke, and I don't own a dog...so another project still being worked on...not too much farther to go on that though...our backyard the grass is still dead, I have to still dig that disgusting dog hair out, dig up the ground in certain areas, spread grass seeds, hang more wind chimes, and spread out yard ornaments for decoration...I already found a twisted rod thing you jam into the ground and can hang 3 different wind chimes on it, and I wasted nooo time on getting that put up...this is all my thing, so no one else cares about this but me...Since I rinse off our porch all the time with a high powered attachment, I know what is there, and what isn't...and wouldn't you know, our nutty neighbours at at it again...they've been seeing all this that I've been doing, and are making fun of me behind my back...like I care cause I don't, but I found a chunk of wood in front of the back door...that was nooootttttt there before and threw it back over to them...I've really never ever met such crazy people before...just jealous I guess with all what I'm doing and mad that they didn't think of it first...such pathetic people that I always get stuck being around...Native Alaskans are incredible though...I really wished that I could live with them and never have to leave Alaska...this is the kind of craziness that I have to put up with..they act like a couple of little kids who keep throwing stuff in people's yards..mostly me cause people mostly girls tend to just hate me where ever I go and I don't even know them..they have never even spoken to me, sometimes I don't even know what they look like but I still get this same stupid attitude...they make it true whenever someones says that you can't fix stupid cause they definitely are...

Monday, May 28, 2012

LOVE IT...

Swan Lake Ballet

this has to be one of my most favourite ballets of all time, besides the Nutcracker Ballet....I used to do ballet like this when I was little growing up, but it took up all my time, only to do one recital on the stage a year...It's something cutesy that your parents get you into when you are little so they can make a fuss about you being on the stage, but I wanted my time to myself...anything that you get into like this demands nearly every second of your time...this explains the story behind this ballet...I love the music as well by Tchaïkovski. completely outstanding....

The Story Of Swan Lake

PROLOGUE
The time is years before our story begins and the place is unknown. Young Princess Odette is playing quietly with her handmaidens and friends when a strange creature—half man, half bird of prey— appears at her window. He envelopes her in his wings and transforms her into a swan.
ACT I - The royal grounds in front of the castle
It is Prince Siegfried's 21st birthday. His best friend, Benno von Summerstein, and Wolfgang, the Major Domo of the court, have organized a party. All the courtiers, young and old, have come together to celebrate. The Prince only half-heartedly partakes in the festivities. His mother, the Queen, arrives to wish him happy birthday. She presents him with the signet of her late husband the king and gives him the gift of a crossbow. The Queen reminds Siegfried that eligible princesses from around the world will be attending his birthday ball and that he will be required to choose a bride to ensure his future as monarch. This makes Prince Siegfried uneasy. Siegfried is a romantic who does not want any part of a political marriage nor does he welcome the responsibilities of the throne. As dusk falls, Wolfgang tells the story of an evil sorcerer who lives in the ruins by a lake. Filled with hate because he has never been loved - this evil bird creature abducts young women, transforms them into swans and holds them in his power. Only the true love of a human man can break the spell and free the women. At that moment, a flock of swans flies overhead. Prince Siegfried gathers Benno and some friends and goes off in search of them.
ACT II - The Lake
It is late and the moon is high when Siegfried and his friends arrive at the lake where the swans have alighted. The men take no notice of a strange owl who stares at them malevolently from his perch in the ruins by the lake. The owl is in fact the sorcerer, Baron von Rothbart, who is jealously guarding his domain. Prince Siegfried aims his crossbow at the flock. Suddenly one swan flies forward. He is fascinated and attempts to capture it. As the swan frantically tries to escape his grasp, she undergoes a startling transformation - and before his eyes, turns into the most beautiful woman Siegfried has ever seen. She tells him that her name is princess Odette and because of the spell cast on her years ago she must remain a swan by day only to become human by the light of the moon. She implores Siegfried and his men to spare these swans as they too are enchanted young women and she is their queen. As the men retreat, Odette disappears into the mists and Siegfried goes off in search of her. Confident with the success of his manipulation, the sorcerer swoops down from his perch and bids the swan maidens to dance for him.
Siegfried finds the beautiful Swan Queen, and just as he is about to swear his everlasting love, the very words that will free her, the sorcerer pulls Odette away with his magic. As the dawn rises, Odette reverts to her bird form, forgetting Siegfried and leaving him in the mist.
ACTIII - The great hall of the castle
Royalty from around the world gather to celebrate Prince Siegfried's birthday. The Queen is confident that her son will choose a bride, but as each princess is introduced, Siegfried is polite but uninterested. His thoughts are solely on Odette. Two strange guests appear unannounced. They are the mysterious Baron von Rothbart and his beautiful daughter, Odile. Odile looks identical to the Swan Queen, Odette, except that she is dressed in black and her manner is wickedly seductive. Believing that Odile is his beloved Odette, Siegfried takes her by the hand and leads her off. The Queen, equally enchanted by this exotic pair, instructs Wolfgang to commence the entertainment. The Matadors from Spain, the Neapolitan dancers from Italy, and the elegant lords and ladies from Hungary all perform until von Rothbart interrupts the action and introduces his daughter Odile once again. In front of everyone, she captures the heart of Prince Siegfried.
The prince is certain that this woman is his beloved Odette. Despite the disruption of a swan frantically beating its wings against the castle windows, he swears to Odile that he will love her forever. The Queen is delighted until von Rothbart triumphantly reveals himself to be the evil sorcerer. Everything was a ruse designed to get Siegfried to betray Odette. As von Rothbart and Odile depart in a burst of black magic, the prince is horror-stricken by his mistake. Benno tries to reason with his friend but to no avail. Siegfried runs from the castle, not knowing what to do, but knowing that he must set things right.
ACT IV - The Lake
The swans anxiously await the return of their queen, Odette, hopeful that she has saved them through the love of Prince Siegfried. When she arrives, she tells them of Siegfried's betrayal. Now all is lost.
Prince Siegfried rushes out of the mists. He has been running all night. The swans gather around their queen to protect her but she steps forward. Despite it all, she still loves him. Siegfried begs forgiveness and she grants it. In a fury, von Rothbart swoops down to separate the pair. Odette sees that her only escape is to take her own life. She runs off while Siegfried and the sorcerer battle. Taunted by von Rothbart, Siegfried realizes that he too must take his life. It is the only way to prove his true love and save the swan maidens. He runs after Odette, and the swan maidens heroically block von Rothbart. The lovers hurl themselves onto the rocks below, thus breaking the spell. The sorcerer melts into nothingness.
As the sun dawns on a new day, young maidens appear out of the mists freed forever from the sorcerer's evil magic. Odette and Siegfried are united eternally in heaven.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LKyWPmtX7Y&feature=related  this is the link to the ballet Swan Lake..I'll keep trying but it won't do anything when I try and download it on here..it's a little over 2 hours but it's good to have on and still do work on here... :)

Sunday, May 27, 2012

BEARS SPOTTED YESTERDAY IN BEAUTIFUL ALASKA...

this is sooo cute and sweet..I didn't see this, but someone else took this pic and posted it... I saw 2 moose again yesterday eating from the trees and grass since everything is sooooooooooo beautiful and greeeeeeeeeennnn now...I didn't know that places like this on earth could be this green...Everywhere that I have lived has always been so dying hot, and everything was always dead and brown, and very dried up...

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Friday, May 25, 2012

I Love Facebook Too Much...3 Am Now!!!!!!!

Stayed up again until 3am messing around on Facebook..I live on there anymore..I don't even know what I do sometimes...it's already starting to get daylight here in Alaska...I so love it here...see you all whenever I get up after I nearly break my neck to log onto Facebook first....xoxoxo
Eight Shot in Oklahoma City After Thunder Win NBA Playoff Game



Eight people were shot last night in Oklahoma City about 10 minutes after the Thunder beat the Los Angeles Lakers at Chesapeake Energy Arena to advance in the National Basketball Association playoffs.
All the victims were hospitalized and one remains in critical condition, Oklahoma City Police Department Captain Dexter Nelson said in a telephone interview. A pregnant woman was also treated for blunt trauma after the incident, which occurred in the Bricktown district of Oklahoma City, a club and restaurant area located a few blocks east of the arena, he said.
“Shortly after the Thunder-Lakers game a large crowd of people were moving toward parking lots and the Bricktown area, and there was some type of an altercation or scuffle between some people in the crowd,” Nelson said. “At least one subject pulled out a weapon and fired into the crowd.”
The Thunder beat the Lakers 106-90 to close the best-of-seven second-round NBA postseason series in five games. Nelson said police were unsure if the people involved in the incident had attended the game or if the altercation was basketball related.
The shooting occurred around 11:35 p.m. central time, Nelson said. The game ended around 11:22 p.m.
Police don’t have a suspect in custody as of this morning, Nelson said.
Information regarding the ages and genders of the victims haven’t been disclosed, Nelson said. Aside from the one victim in critical condition, all others were treated for non-life-threatening injuries. *********  while I'm enjoying my time up here in Alaska, this is what is going on back in my home town...it happened  on the 22nd and we have been all over the internet...this is at our hugeee arena in our downtown area, and this was some basketball game and it was over 5,000 people...that was in another article, and I couldn't believe that many would go to a basketball game...that's why I stay totally away from large crowds...people always end up getting mad over something, and just start shooting...this really makes me sick that people have lowered themselves to this...we have an impressive downtown but the people who go there are just plain jerks...another reason why I don't care for basketball..I would never go around a crowd of over 5,000 people anyways...*****

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

hmm...So it looks like that I won't be involved here with any groups up here in Alaska either...This is the 3rd time that I have gone through this, and am at the point where I simply DO NOT CARE anymore...I got in a huge disagreement today with someone over that...I kept seeing it on Facebook, and got fliers in the mail about all this junk that they were doing, but I would only find out about it AFTER it was over...I had had enough, and spoke my mind today to one of them, saying I didn't appreciate the attitude and hostile behaviour towards me, that I have already been here 2 months, and not a thing has happened, that I only found out about stuff after it was over...I'm sure that everyone has heard of Starbucks, just like everyone has heard of Facebook...they kept bragging on Facebook how they had all just gotten back from Starbucks from coffee, and everything then going out more to do things in the city of Anchorage..I don't drink coffee, but hot chocolate is fine for me...I wouldn't mind going just to get out and talk, and to see more of Anchorage than what I get to see on the weekends that go toooo fast...I only found out about all this after it was completely over...I was so mad that I went on an entire paragraph about this, and then I get back a B.S. answer that they were still trying to get started...hmm well if they are all going out together and leaving me out of it, it sure doesn't sound like they haven' had any trouble getting started to me...I smarted off again then got offline, so I seriously doubt that they will have anything to do with me now...not that I care but wow people like that make it where I can't even see straight I'm so mad...I'm telling their little backstabbing B.S. to as many people as I can on all social networks that I can find.. I may even join a few new ones just to let more of this out as furious as I am...It's not that I care about what they do, it's just the fact that I am NEW here.I don't know anything or anyone here or what goes on here other than people going to work here everyday...It would be nice for someone to call me and introduce me to a few things going on and a few other people, but I honestly don't see that happening...they are all so full of it....people posted that they enjoyed helping out people who are new here so that can help with hospitality to newcomers...also to help those who need guidance and someone to relate to and talk to so that those of us who are new will feel welcomed...also so that the ones who are new (like me of course..I'm always the new one....) to help them out and so that we won't have such a disastrous time...and also to be able to offer support for the new ones since we are all far from home and away from family...I went on about all this, and they were the ones who shot back defending their pathetic selves, and I gave them an answer that they won't soon forget...so I'm considered the one with the attitude now when I'm not the one who even did anything...I made it clear that I was new, and the way people were treating me here hasn't been fair...so it looks like I will just be concentrating on my studies whenever I get back into my University next year, and then my work since I have built up being more skilled and won't have to work with high school brats who still live at home with their parents and think that they can smart off to me just because they back talk their parents...yeah couldn't stand them either..I would like to get out of this rotten military lifestyle altogether and go live overseas and forget all about these horrible people doing work for the devil himself...I expect to be on here a lot more than I have been so can't wait to chat more since I've missed it too much...take care everyone and stay away from idiots and total liars....still furious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

SOOOO SICKENING...

I just found out about the earthquake that struck Northern Italy...OMG, we used to live there...right on the upper part, about an hour away from Austria...I can't seem to get rid of the lump in my throat now...wish that I could be there to help them get through this... I miss everything there..and I miss the clocktowers that I got to see each and everyday...I went up one just to look out of it when no one else was around...very high up, but so amazing being inside an Italian clock tower...hope that doesn't happen anymore for Italy...the Leaning Tower Of Pisa, I don't think could stand an earthquake, and I'd pass out if anything happened to the Vatican... :( I just found out that there was a small earthquake here in Alaska about a week ago, a very small one, and I slept right through it..never knew that there was one...nothing like the one we went through in Japan...http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/lookout/italy-earthquake-seven-dead-50-injured-authorities-154634480.html

At least seven people died and 50 were injured after a 6.0-magnitude earthquake struck northern Italy early Sunday, authorities there said.
According to CNN, two ceramic factory workers were killed in Sant'Agostino di Ferrara, another in a shed collapse in Ponte Rodoni di Bondeno, and three others in under rubble in various locations. Among the dead was a 106-year-old woman who was "killed in her bed by a falling roofbeam at her house in the countryside," Reuters reported.
A seventh victim died of an apparent heart attack during an evacuation in Bologna, CNN said, citing a spokeswoman for Italy's civil protection agency.
The quake struck just after 4 a.m. local time, with the epicenter between Modena and Mantova, about 22 miles north-northwest of Bologna, the U.S. Geological Survey said. Several aftershocks were also felt, and Italian authorities urged residents to remain outdoors.
                                      
According to Reuters, the quake damaged historic buildings including "the imposing 14th-century Estense Castle, symbol of the town of San Felice Sul Panaro and its most important building." In Finale Emilia, several cars were buried under rubble from a clock tower, which was destroyed in the quake.
"We have practically lost all our artistic patrimony," said Alberto Silvestri, mayor of San Felice, told the news service. "Churches and towers collapsed. The theater is still standing but has cracks."
The death toll is expected to rise as rescue workers search remote villages for victims.
More than 300 people were killed in 2009, after a 6.3-magnitude quake struck near L'Aquila, Italy.

Just Felt Like Being Sarcastic A Little Bit!!!!!!

oh how well you know me!!! thanks facebook..(look down) muahh!!!

More Pics Round #2!!!!!!!!!


It took me 2 days to recover from my view of Alaska from the other day...I couldn't move and was so tired I didn't even care about doing anything...So I'm behind again on everything again cause of that...never again ever...I'm still trying to get over feeling sore and just achy all over so hopefully it will go away soon...I'll go again to my art studio like at the end of the week..I want to give everyone a few days to forget about me since I'm still new and if they ask me about it, I will completely turn it around and tell them I have no idea what they are talking about, that it must have been someone else...I've done that before on other things, and they actually believed it...I still feel so exhausted I'm surprised that I can even sit up...That rules out hiking for me here, and mountain climbing of any kind, since I've been pestered to do that here being up in Alaska, and you can see soooo much more if you go hiking of mountain climbing...I don't do hiking, I can't keep up, and I'm too picky about junk touching me along the way, and I really have no idea what I'm doing, and when I've finally had enough, and sit and wait in one place until everyone else is done, by the time we all get back, I'm scraped up, bleeding, bug bitten, having allergic reaction from all those plants and stuff,  out of water,can't breathe cause I'm so stopped up from being so deep in the woods like that, sweaty like crazy, my hair is a mess,  mad beyond anything, and I don't wanna be around anyone then since they dragged me on a stupid hiking trip when I said I  didn't wanna go...I'd rather go on an Alaskan cruise, or a guided Alaskan trip in towns, and the other big cities here than hiking or mountain climbing...I guess that's okay for guys, but definately not for me...so just walking here close to home isn't for me either since I couldn't even come online and I wanted to sooo much...never again..I haven't been on here for 2 days and I just couldn't take it anymore...here's a few more pics before I get too far ahead of myself and go on about other stuff here and forget about the pics all over again...hope everyone's week started out a whole lot better than mine...I'm not telling anyone else that cause I would never stop hearing about it and I really don't wanna  be reminded...still so embarrassed out of my mind so I really hope that everyone forgets all about it a week from now or maybe even a year...*** I will come back and add what they all are just like the other one I still have to do...just wanted to get them on here first!!!!!!!****I know these pics are a repeat from the last ones I stopped at, but I just want to get them all on here so I won't lose track where I left off..ignore the double ones!!! I messed it up again, but I wasn't going to touch it since I would delete everything all over again!! I'll make this quick.... #1 pink scarf with roses that I made for my sister-in-law...#2 bracelet I made for kids..that's just one of many...#3 & #4 headbands with roses...#5 hair clip I also made for kids...#6 grey scarf...#7 heart shaped pet collar...#8 all 3 items that I made plus black scarf...#9 my cat looking pissed off cause I dressed her up in that t-shirt...#10 & #11...blue bird found in our other house at our farm...#12 & #13 forests around our farm... #14 & #15 maroon 5 and train concert....*** see you all tomorrow for round #3 of these...I think that I still have more on a disc somewhere...

Saturday, May 19, 2012

I'm A Know-It-All But LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!

What I meant to only be a 2 hour walk yesterday here in Alaska, turned out to be a 5 hour one cause I kept getting lost...I wanted to see more what it looked like here, and wouldn't sit still anymore and just took off on a walk not really thinking where on earth I was going..I thought I knew my way around but I guess not well enough yet...tried to go to the huge hospital here to look more at the display case of the Native American artwork and take pics, pics of the animals and scenes of Alaska all over the walls, that didn't happen...went the complete opposite direction...it was nice seeing the mountains though which still have snow all over the tops, and I found a creek that's not too far from here...one that's actually NOT green, and I could see straight to the bottom...tried to find my art building on my own, that didn't happen either...somehow ended up at the Library and Education Center here, still trying to find my art building to go and work in the art studio the entire day...that still didn't happen, and I was sooo mad and exhausted I finally just got someone to somehow come and find me and just take me there since I had walked halfway across Alaska and was so sore and sooo tired I wanted to scream...also not to mention the painful sunburn I got from getting so lost again..I've gotten lost in every place that I've lived or visited...very same thing happened in Italy and Australia, and it was so nerve-wracking that I thought I was going to throw up I had no idea where anything was...so I think that I've got it figured out now, since spending 5 hours being lost you really get to see a ton of stuff...I'm not leaving without a stupid map though cause I'm never going through that again...