this is my responce to like 80% of the people that I come across everyday here on base at least...native Alaskans act so much more normal and dignified and it just keeps making me wonder what happened to everyone else to make them all so incredibly stupid??? the world seemed to be way better whenever I was growing up...now it's just plain sad...I still use sarcasim as a defense mechanism when I have no idea what else to say...**** I will finish putting alllll of my pics on here from the beautiful Alaskan hotel that we went to over the Thanksgiving holiday tomorrow.. (that is an expected thing now every year since huge dinners don't exsist for us, and I'm done going to other people's houses for holidays since the last 2-3 times that I did go, then I was so unbelievably SICK for like the next 1-2 weeks I couldn't do anything else...so never again on that one...

 

 

 

 

 

 

I will get most of my pics on here from what I did on Thanksgiving weekend...I am just not in any of them because I still can't stand what I look like in my pictures...maybe one day, but today is not that day...I can post a pic on here when I was like 3 years old and I had the most rotten scowl on my face because I absolutely did not want to get my picture taken...so I am still like this...I just have to find it first and I will put it on here...

 so I hope that everyone out there has a good laugh...I won't need to tell which one is me since I'm always the only one in the room with red hair...another lifetime nightmare event...today I had to go and start my vitamin shots of all things...I've never even heard of these, and never even thought of them, much less even know that they existed...

 I have said up and down as many ways as I knew how, to as many as I could, all over the world that I really really really REALLY do not like anything hardly...I mostly take like vitamins, water, and fruit and stay starving the rest of the time until like restaurants, and I still hardly like anything...I was sick of being sick, or feeling sick I mean, and so now instead of having to take like 7-8 vitamins, I think that I can cut it down to like about 3-4 maybe...

 I'm supposed to have more energy and not feel so light-headed and nauseated most of the time...so my picky eating habits have put me in the category with everyone else like me that being a picky eater, is now somehow under the category of being an "eating disorder", and me also landing in the vitamin deficiency, all because I can hardly stand anything out there... 

 it's really not my fault stuff out there is so disgusting but I won't touch animal anything, and it's all animal products that I keep getting pushed at me...so vitamins it is for me...so frustrating but I've been this way since I was a kid...I can go through the entire alphabet, and think of something with that letter that I can't stand...let the arguments and insults begin...


~~A~~ asparagus, avocados, artichokes, almond joy (chocolate bar,~~ ( won't touch playdoh either.. :P)~~~

~~B~~beef, bacon, brussel spouts~~

~~C~~chicken nuggets, Chinese food, casseroles, coconuts, cabbage, cooked carrots, celery~~

~~D~~dark pop (soda but I still call it pop, I just had 5 fillings and I'm not going through that again, also a major teeth stainer, and decalcifies your teeth, over about $500.00 to whiten your teeth, so never again...just sticking to my Ginger Ale, 7-UP, and just plain water..I've gotten where I can't even stand the flavoured water anymore...just tooooo sweet and I don't care for it any longer...), donuts, dumplings~~

~~E~~ eggs, eggplant~~

~~F~~frozen meals, fast food,  fried anything~~

~~G~~gummy candies, gingerbread, green beans, green gunk sauce, grapefruit~~

~~H~~hamburgers, hot food, hot dogs, hot sauce~~

~~I~~ ice!!!!~~~

~~J~~Japanese food,  jello, junk food~~

~~K~~Korean food, kim-chi, kidneys (from animals), ketchup, kale~~

~~L~~liver (from animals), limes~~

~~M~~mayonnaise, milk, meat, marmalade, mushrooms~~

~~N~~nutter butter cookies, nuts, Neapolitan ice cream (the ice cream with chocolate, strawberry, and vanilla all mixed together!!  :p~~

~~O~~oatmeal stuff, octopus (pathetic Japan), organ meat, onions, olives~~

~~P~~protein shakes, (I still have to have them, but I still don't like them...I think everyone can see why now...whomever invented chocolate, thank you cause certain flavours gross me out too..), peanuts, peanut butter, pork, peppers (any kind!!!!)~~

~~Q~~ quiche~~ 

~~R~~ raisins, red meat, raw anything, radishes~~

~~S~~seeds (like overloaded on breads and things like that), salad dressings, spinach, (the goopy canned stuff!!) squash, sushi, (sorry Japan...okay not sorry at all)~~ 

~~T~~ tomatoes!!! ( that hasn't changed since I was a kid and started cutting baby teeth!! turnips, taffy~~

~~U~~ undercooked anything, ugli fruit



~~V~~ veal, venison, (meat from a deer, sob sob)

~~~~W~~  Worcestershire sauce~~

~~X~~Xianrou - Chinese for bacon, Xiphios - Greek for swordfish, Xiaonijurou - Chinese for veal Xia - Chinese for shrimp. Xia Mi - Chinese for dried shrimp.~~











~~Y ~~ yogurt, (don't even want to see it or smell the stuff...)

~~Z~~ zucchini, zabaglione - a light, frothy Italian desert made with whipped egg yolks, sugar and sweet Marsala wine, (sorry I can't take anymore of this it's grossing me out..~ 

PICS FROM THANKSGIVING 2012...(BEHIND HOTEL HERE IN ANCHORAGE, ALASKA!!!)

I will post my pics on here tomorrow from where I got to go on Thanksgiving...this weekend flew by so fast I'm still trying to think about what it was that I actually got done...

MY LIFE EXACTLY...JUST ASK ANYONE...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2012 AGAIN...

~~~~~***hoping and praying that my attitude and temperment will change tomorrow and will be just a few points down from being 100% sarcastic..***~~~~~

What the military has done to me....

 

 

What I have done to myself....

HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2012

I like screamed whenever I first saw this Hello Kitty balloon that was in the Thanksgiving Parade...wow how I would LOVE to have this one in my backyard like kids have those huge jumping castle things...this would be way more fun than those and I would be the envy of the neighbourhood...just what do they do with these giant balloons after the parade is over??? this is just toooo unfair showing me things like this what I can't have!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol okay let's see!!! mine is 28~04~ "I sang to/a baseball bat/because I'm HOT and do what I want...yah that sounds just about right; right about now except for the stupid baseball part 'cause *I* j*u*s*t *d*o*n*'*t* d*o* s*p*o*r*t*s*...

This is something that I have to deal with every single day not to mention the constant staring...I really can't stand these people who put me through this, but it seems to be all over the world..I honestly didn't know that I was that interesting or that funny...I think that my smart aleck mouth has a lot to do with it that's where all this unwanted attention comes from...I still can't stand it though because it's highly annoying esp. whenever I am trying my hardest to concentrate on something, which is all the time cause I like never stop working...

 

I AM GETTING THIS GORGEOUS PURPLE LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!

"NUF SAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've already got this pink one,, and then I just did a search for purple laptop computers and I about fell out of my chair...I couldn't resist of course, so my excuse is that I want a laptop upstairs and downstairs, so that I don't have to keep going up and down just to get one laptop...I just can't say no to something that looks like this...everyone else can have their Black Friday stuff...I found what I want and will probably be dreaming about it until it arrives...so frustrating that I have to order everything like this but I'm so obsessed with certain colours...( pink, purple, turquiose mosty...okay all of them) that I will do anything that is usually very difficult to get them no matter what...wow can't wait now I have that "night before Christmas" excited feeling...and it's all because of a colour...my colour PURPLE of course...can't wait can't wait can't waaaaaaaaaaaittttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I won't go near roller coasters or any other ride!!! the last amusement park that I got dragged to was in Tokyo, to one that I really didn't wanna be at cause all I really did was walk around while everyone else was doing this crazy stuff...I did this kind of stuff when I was a kid, but now I won't even look at them...yah I'm always the odd ball in the group since everyone else likes it and I'd much rather go around to all the shops or in an air conditioned restaurant...that was when I lived in heat desert temps so I don't think that will have to worry about that anymore since everything is frozen outside and the snow keeps coming everyday now...that is noooo problem for me!!!