Wednesday, July 10, 2013

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER *((*^&;(*%$%$#$%&^%%#@@$%#$$%%%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST GOT IN A YELLING MATCH WITH ME HERE ON BASE, AND I SERIOUSLY WANT TO JUST PUT MY FIST THROUGH LIKE SEVERAL BUILDINGS I AM SO BEYOND FUMING FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM WORKING TOWARDS A MASTERS DEGREE THEN A 2ND AND MAYBE EVEN A 3RD MASTERS SO I WON'T HAVE TO BE AROUND AND LIVE AROUND SUCH HORRID PEOPLE EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER EVER EVER AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN@@@!!!!!!!!!!!! Did I happen to mention that I'm furious by the way!!!??????????????????????????????

I start my University next month...only like 6 more WEEKS to go....yes I got accepted to the University of Alaska Anchorage here, completely out of state and far enough away from Japan to make anyone cry it's so far...I'm dying to start my courses, I'm dying to get away from people here on base, I'm dying to meet NORMAL people for once in my life that don't just focus and talk about one lifestyle (this one) and this lifestyle only and nothing else or no one else exists in life but them and their meaningless everyday existence. 


We were on our way home, and saw 2 bear cubs on the side of the road. The first one that I saw looked like a big black dog, until I finally realized it was a bear. Then I saw the 2nd bear cub, and they were walking along the side of the street....they started running across when cars started stopping to see them, and I got out and tried to go and look better, and get some pics, but they had already crossed the street, and disappeared into the woods...I walked up a little more to see where they ran off to, but it was still a short distance, so just turned back and got back in the car, and we continued on our way home...


we barely turned the corner, and I saw the mother bear walking...A black bear about up to your shoulders, just walking where backyards are....I jumped out again to stand back and take a picture.... I have never lived in Alaska, I have never been around wildlife ever,  I have never been around snow up to your neckline, and ice as thick as the first layer of your mattress...I have never lived around where dog sledding and ice hockey are so big, that you can't go out in town without hearing a short conversation about it, or seeing advertisements about them...I've never lived around mountains, I've never been able to plant flowers, and actually have my own yard, front and back, and decorate the outside how I want, I've never lived around where we actually have a winter, that can actually be called "WINTER..." Cold has never felt so good, and it seems to drive certain people nuts when I say that I actually like it here when they hate it...wow no wonder we don't get along since we're complete opposites...this isn't the first time though....

 I have on the other hand, lived in desert temperatures 120, suffered from extreme heat exhaustion that was enough to send me to the emergency room every month....seen more cattle than I would have liked to, been around farm life too much sometimes, lived in a big city, that was Business and Industrial oriented more than people/Tourist friendly...been around bugs, rodents, snakes, red dirt, broken limbs, tornadoes, flooding, earthquakes, fires, dogs and cats, birds, fish, flat land, more hot weather, and just too much to mention...


I get out again to snap a pic of the mother bear...standing far enough back to just observe and see a bear for the first time ever without like 50 other people around making noises and won't be quiet....I just about had my phone on camera mode, until some other car comes up, rolls down the window, and starts yelling junk at me, and I yell back to not to be telling me what to do, did they really think that I was listening to them, to mind their own &;*#($*;$&;@$$@# business, and I have no idea what else flew out of my mouth...we are always fighting over something here, not a day goes by really without that happening...that's why I refuse to work with them ever again...I won't allow people to talk to me the way they do like I'm homeless or something...whoever this was, their voice was enough to make glass melt, and liquefy it all over again, that is how annoying it was to have to listen to...I don't listen to anyone besides God and the law...anyone else doesn't matter, and I am not going to stand there and be lectured by some stranger who doesn't even know who I am, and they just yell at me cause they don't have anything else better to do here but follow other people around and yell insults at them cause they are bored with them their own life...
I'm still boiling mad, and no matter what I say to anyone face to face, I am always the one who is wrong, so I'm done with such ignorant people. This was a first for me even after living here for an entire year....I finally got to see BLACK BEARS UP CLOSE here on the way home...first it was 2 cubs, about to your waist...walking along the side of the road...they just looked like a big black dog, until I realized they were actual bears...I've never seen bears that close before ever....I've never lived here in Alaska and around all this nature...I've never lived in cold climates...I've never lived around mountains, I've never lived around snow up to your neckline, and ice as thick as the first layer of your mattress....I've lived in extremely hot climates in desert





temperatures reaching 120 degrees, been around and seen cattle more than I've wanted to, been around red dirt, broken limbs, tornadoes, flooding, it was such heavy flooding, that coffins washed up from the ground, and were seen floating down the street, noisy cars, honking horns, stop lights, stop signs, (small towns don't have either) gas stations the size of a house, the newer ones are like this, bugs, rodents, snakes, landfills, weeds, flat boring land, busy streets, lived on a busy street, big city that was nothing but an Industrial/Business oriented place, NOT A TOURIST DESTINATION, not of any interest to anyone if they are coming over to America for the very first time in their life with a VISA, and still have to learn how to adapt to this place. I love it here, and am still learning about it here...that is why I'm working so hard so that I can stay here cause I don't want to go back like ever from where I came from....



So of course if I see any animal that I've never seen up-close before, it's extremely exciting to me,  I haven't been around them, I want to take as many pics as I can, I want to be able to talk about it to others that I can actually talk to, and just stand back and watch...not do anything to them cause I've never seen them...the cubs were very fast, and ran across the street when cars started stopping on the sides. I jumped out to try and get a pic, but they ran so fast across the street and then disappeared in the woods, I didn't get anything...From far away, they looked like 2 little black specs in front of you...I walked a little ways up since it was a running track that I was on, and someone else was out the same as me standing there watching where they went....I didn't want to deal with them, and it was still a short distance to walk where they ran into the woods, so I just turned around and got back in the car, and started back on the way home...barely got around the corner, and I saw the mother bear...a medium sized black one, about up to your shoulders walking towards the road...

I jumped out again cause I have never seen bears this close so it was a complete rush....I've only been around cats and enormous human sized dogs that about suffocated me or had a certain sniffing problem and didn't know how to leave anyone alone...and there was a bear right in the neighborhood just walking calmly...I got out to take a picture staying far back, and almost got it on picture mode, until some other car comes up, and we get in a yelling match right there...they were saying this and that how I shouldn't be doing that, and whatever, like I was listening and I was yelling don't be F*(&*(&^*&&Y*(^&*^^*&YI*&(&**)*#$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??@!?# telling me what to do, and who the H**@#((#( did they think they were lecturing me, and to mind their own #*$&*%&#*@# business...it was a voice enough to make glass break and liquefy it that's how annoying it was to listen to...I couldn't take whoever this was, and got back in the car again, and we went home finally, and I am so furious that they ruined such a beautiful experience that won't be repeated, and that probably won't ever happen again, cause we don't get very many nice days here with the sun being out....

There is plenty of wildlife out at Denali Park, but seeing bears right in neighborhoods right around the corner where you live is something that you just can't describe to anyone...I just stand back and take pics of them, watch them a little bit, and then they turn around and run back in the woods...by the time we were done yelling at each other, I turned to get my pic of the mother bear, and she was running back into the woods...no one has ANY idea how much I want to scream right now, and how loud, that it would make the entire country of Japan deaf....


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