Sick Beyond Anything Over The SMELL Of SAUSAGE..... :P

I'd really like to know the idiot person who thought up the idea of inventing sausages cause I honestly can't stand them...I've seen how that stuff is made, and I haven't touched that stuff before then, and I won't even look at it now..stuff like beef hearts, and ground up livers and meat waste that they can't use are all mixed together and shoved in the intestines and packaged up as a sausage, and people actually eat that stuff...ugggghhh My husband heated some of that nasty sausage stuff up this early this morning and it smelled up the entire house, upstairs and all of downstairs...The smell went straight to me, and straight to my stomach, and I've felt nausiated since about 6am today..so I'm not getting a thing done today at all over smelling sausage, and it's hard to make anyone else believe me that yes, I do get sick over just a certain smell...I really can't stand it and don't wanna smell it...it smells even more awful when it's heated up and cooked...I'm finally settled so I can get back in touch with penpals again if anyone wants to pick up writing with me again I would love it...heading back to bed since I still can't shake this sick feeling...I really hope that I never have to smell that nasty sausage again ever...

Music Choice!!!!

"Like" MUSIC CHOICE on Facebook!!! It's incredible all music 24/7 with nooooo annoying commercials!!! much better than the RADIO!!!!!!!!!!

Trying To Decide On Ice Skates....

So I went looking for ice skates over the weekend and managed to narrow it down between figure skates and the more modern "sporty" looking ones..Ugghh I hate going into sporting goods stores cause one guy who was there hung around me the whole time talking and talking and talking and staring at me the whole time when I was trying to actually enjoy myself and comparing the ones that DID actually have color on them...It was between purple silver and white, or magenta pinkish purple, silver and white and there's hundreds more that I didn't even get to go to to compare those styles so I have no idea what else is out there...I can't wait to go ice skating again since I"ve always lived in wretched hot places, and I care nothing for any of that, but dopes like that just get on my nerves...I'm talking about the types of guys who wear a winter cap even indoors, hair all over underneath it, so they just put the hat on, really don't care what they wear or what they look like, and are just wrapped up into sports and nothing else..then I come in, and they seem to forget all that and run their mouth a mile a minute talking all this stuff about sports stuff and ice skating like I don't know anything about ice skating when I've been ice skating forever...So I'm glad that everyone here in Alaska is welcoming me with open arms, it's a much better responce than I've had from rotten Japan...Italy was about the same way as here, but I was in a place where English really wasn't spoken at all, and my Italian was so jerky at the time so I wasn't any help on making it any better...We have a huge shopping mall here in Anchorage with an indoor ice skating rink...I'm guessing about another month I'll get to try that out once all this nonsence unpacking is out of the way. If it wasn't so boring I wouldn't mind it...

My Life In A Nutshell... ;)

1. Don't ask me if I watch shows like "Married With Children," SouthPark, Family Guy, Beavis & Butthead, or the Jackass Movies...cause I don't...I am far beyond all of that and don't even come close to ever liking anything like that so good luck on finding someone who actually does but it won't be me.

2. Don't just stand there with your mouth hanging open gawking at me...yep I was in dance, modeling, piano, art conventions, and have traveled all over the world so I've got a lot to talk about, but not with someone who acts like they only know the first half of the alphabet.( getting stumped at the L M N O P part...)

3. If you are an "old guy" say about anywhere from 40 and up, and you see me in public, don't sit behind me gawking at my backside, and then I start to walk away and you tap me continuosly on my "bum" and watch me swing around in haste and say to me that "you will give me a dollar if I give you my place in line or after waiting for the last 45 minutes for a freaking table at a well-known popular restuarant...(yes, believe it or not, this really DID happen to me...ughhhhh I still can't get the shower hot enough to get that feeling off of me barrrffff...my skin is still crawling... :P) ummm not a chance, and I may be able to still pass for 16, but I'm so not into sickos like 20-30 years older than I am...I've been through this since I was in school so you ain't fooling no one...esp. me...so keep your freaking dollar...you might need it when you finally realize that you've run out of denture cream and need to go and get some more since no one else is around you since you've scared them all off. Really though, you honestly couldn't handle me though so good luck on finding someone stupid who thinks they can't get anyone and have to settle for old guys who are just a few years away from retirement... (or are already) retired... :p

4. So, for the record, nope I really don't do anything that is destructive...what I mean by this is: drinking, smoking, dipping, (yes, I've heard of some girls actually doing that, they do it in the south like you wouldn't believe...) trouble-making, hanging around totally boring people cause I would be constantly yawning and looking for an excuse to get away or some way to escape...I can't stand the smell of smoke, it's all over everything and it's nausiating to try and get rid of the smell...not to mention what it does to you health-wise and it wrecks havok on your teeth like you wouldn't belive..Also, cancer of anykind doesn't sound that great to me, so I definately wouldn't do anything to bring it on any faster than I would have to, so I do everything that I possibly can to avoid it...If I do that, then it sounds like a pretty good idea that I avoid you as well...

5. hey buddy, I appreciate you trying to talk to me, but I really don't care to hear you make armpit noises and see how many times you can "burp" your name in different sound effects...I'm getting my Master's here so there is noooo way that I would ever even blink at people who act like that...yes there are plenty of them you're forgetting that I'm always around a bunch of military guys so I hear and see it all...not for me so find someone at your intellegence level who would actually give you the time of day for doing stuff like that....That is, if you even have any intelligence to begin with...

Anything With The Word "Kadena" In It I Am Totally FREE Of Now...

It finally struck me that I still had worthless Okinawa Japan on my Facebook, and they were able to see every single little thing that I'm doing and whatever I say...I just spent like the last half hour getting rid of anything Kadena Air Base related...I'm not even sure how I got added to some of those things, but honestly, I really had nothing to do with that dump for the entire 4 years that I was there...I took off to Australia for a month and left everyone else there stuck on that nothing island standing there with their mouths hanging open cause I"m not afraid to do things like that...So I so don't want anything to do with them, since they think that they are right about everything and I seriously don't want them hovering over me on everything that I do here....I looked up Freedom on here, and Okinawa does everything to totally diminish that word...I never realized how much it meant until I moved back to America a year ago....wow...."According to Dictionary.com, freedom is “the power to determine action without restraint.” When you think about “creative freedom” what does that mean to you? If you lived a creatively free life, what actions would YOU take without restraint? For many, the thoughts go like this: “Ohhh…doesn’t that sound like the ultimate life? The freedom to create when I want, what I want, in the life I’ve created. Having no barriers, fears, financial issues…Oh yeah…I want creative freedom.”

Get ready to break free and travel your own road to creative freedom.



When you think about creative freedom, what do YOU want?

For many people, creative freedom embodies 3 ideals:
The freedom to create authentically.
The freedom to create a life, job, relationships, and greater purpose that represents your deepest values.
The freedom to create without fear, self recrimination, or judgments (external or internal).
Do any of those ideals speak to you? If you say YES to any, the next big question is what does this REALLY mean to you?

In order to obtain creative freedom, you need to begin with a clear awareness of what creative freedom means to you. I mean TO YOU. Not to you spouse, your best friend, your boss, your mother, your children, or to anyone else who influences you.

You need to define what creative freedom means to YOU.

Ask yourself these questions to define YOUR definition of creative freedom: For many, the thoughts go like this: “Ohhh…doesn’t that sound like the ultimate life? The freedom to create when I want, what I want, in the life I’ve created. Having no barriers, fears, financial issues…Oh yeah…I want creative freedom.”

Get ready to break free and travel your own road to creative freedom.



When you think about creative freedom, what do YOU want?

For many people, creative freedom embodies 3 ideals:
The freedom to create authentically.
The freedom to create a life, job, relationships, and greater purpose that represents your deepest values.
The freedom to create without fear, self recrimination, or judgments (external or internal).
Do any of those ideals speak to you? If you say YES to any, the next big question is what does this REALLY mean to you?

In order to obtain creative freedom, you need to begin with a clear awareness of what creative freedom means to you. I mean TO YOU. Not to you spouse, your best friend, your boss, your mother, your children, or to anyone else who influences you.

You need to define what creative freedom means to YOU.

Ask yourself these questions to define YOUR definition of creative freedom:


A very important component to creative freedom is creating a supportive mindset for creativity. Do you believe in, trust in , and can you “be” in your creativity? Make sure you take this critical step to ensure your creative freedom is supported about how you think about your creativity.

If you are ready to define your creative freedom then you are ready to live it.

Start today. Create today. Live your creative freedom TODAY." I NEVER WANT TO GO BACK OR SEE THAT HORENDOUS PLACE AGAIN.....LET FREEDOM ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Superbowl Commercials 2012

The Truth Is Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, this is defiantly noooo surprise to me....