Sick Beyond Anything Over The SMELL Of SAUSAGE..... :P

I'd really like to know the idiot person who thought up the idea of inventing sausages cause I honestly can't stand them...I've seen how that stuff is made, and I haven't touched that stuff before then, and I won't even look at it now..stuff like beef hearts, and ground up livers and meat waste that they can't use are all mixed together and shoved in the intestines and packaged up as a sausage, and people actually eat that stuff...ugggghhh My husband heated some of that nasty sausage stuff up this early this morning and it smelled up the entire house, upstairs and all of downstairs...The smell went straight to me, and straight to my stomach, and I've felt nausiated since about 6am today..so I'm not getting a thing done today at all over smelling sausage, and it's hard to make anyone else believe me that yes, I do get sick over just a certain smell...I really can't stand it and don't wanna smell it...it smells even more awful when it's heated up and cooked...I'm finally settled so I can get back in touch with penpals again if anyone wants to pick up writing with me again I would love it...heading back to bed since I still can't shake this sick feeling...I really hope that I never have to smell that nasty sausage again ever...

Music Choice!!!!

"Like" MUSIC CHOICE on Facebook!!! It's incredible all music 24/7 with nooooo annoying commercials!!! much better than the RADIO!!!!!!!!!!

Trying To Decide On Ice Skates....

So I went looking for ice skates over the weekend and managed to narrow it down between figure skates and the more modern "sporty" looking ones..Ugghh I hate going into sporting goods stores cause one guy who was there hung around me the whole time talking and talking and talking and staring at me the whole time when I was trying to actually enjoy myself and comparing the ones that DID actually have color on them...It was between purple silver and white, or magenta pinkish purple, silver and white and there's hundreds more that I didn't even get to go to to compare those styles so I have no idea what else is out there...I can't wait to go ice skating again since I"ve always lived in wretched hot places, and I care nothing for any of that, but dopes like that just get on my nerves...I'm talking about the types of guys who wear a winter cap even indoors, hair all over underneath it, so they just put the hat on, really don't care what they wear or what they look like, and are just wrapped up into sports and nothing else..then I come in, and they seem to forget all that and run their mouth a mile a minute talking all this stuff about sports stuff and ice skating like I don't know anything about ice skating when I've been ice skating forever...So I'm glad that everyone here in Alaska is welcoming me with open arms, it's a much better responce than I've had from rotten Japan...Italy was about the same way as here, but I was in a place where English really wasn't spoken at all, and my Italian was so jerky at the time so I wasn't any help on making it any better...We have a huge shopping mall here in Anchorage with an indoor ice skating rink...I'm guessing about another month I'll get to try that out once all this nonsence unpacking is out of the way. If it wasn't so boring I wouldn't mind it...

My Life In A Nutshell... ;)

1. Don't ask me if I watch shows like "Married With Children," SouthPark, Family Guy, Beavis & Butthead, or the Jackass Movies...cause I don't...I am far beyond all of that and don't even come close to ever liking anything like that so good luck on finding someone who actually does but it won't be me.

2. Don't just stand there with your mouth hanging open gawking at me...yep I was in dance, modeling, piano, art conventions, and have traveled all over the world so I've got a lot to talk about, but not with someone who acts like they only know the first half of the alphabet.( getting stumped at the L M N O P part...)

3. If you are an "old guy" say about anywhere from 40 and up, and you see me in public, don't sit behind me gawking at my backside, and then I start to walk away and you tap me continuosly on my "bum" and watch me swing around in haste and say to me that "you will give me a dollar if I give you my place in line or after waiting for the last 45 minutes for a freaking table at a well-known popular restuarant...(yes, believe it or not, this really DID happen to me...ughhhhh I still can't get the shower hot enough to get that feeling off of me barrrffff...my skin is still crawling... :P) ummm not a chance, and I may be able to still pass for 16, but I'm so not into sickos like 20-30 years older than I am...I've been through this since I was in school so you ain't fooling no one...esp. me...so keep your freaking dollar...you might need it when you finally realize that you've run out of denture cream and need to go and get some more since no one else is around you since you've scared them all off. Really though, you honestly couldn't handle me though so good luck on finding someone stupid who thinks they can't get anyone and have to settle for old guys who are just a few years away from retirement... (or are already) retired... :p

4. So, for the record, nope I really don't do anything that is destructive...what I mean by this is: drinking, smoking, dipping, (yes, I've heard of some girls actually doing that, they do it in the south like you wouldn't believe...) trouble-making, hanging around totally boring people cause I would be constantly yawning and looking for an excuse to get away or some way to escape...I can't stand the smell of smoke, it's all over everything and it's nausiating to try and get rid of the smell...not to mention what it does to you health-wise and it wrecks havok on your teeth like you wouldn't belive..Also, cancer of anykind doesn't sound that great to me, so I definately wouldn't do anything to bring it on any faster than I would have to, so I do everything that I possibly can to avoid it...If I do that, then it sounds like a pretty good idea that I avoid you as well...

5. hey buddy, I appreciate you trying to talk to me, but I really don't care to hear you make armpit noises and see how many times you can "burp" your name in different sound effects...I'm getting my Master's here so there is noooo way that I would ever even blink at people who act like that...yes there are plenty of them you're forgetting that I'm always around a bunch of military guys so I hear and see it all...not for me so find someone at your intellegence level who would actually give you the time of day for doing stuff like that....That is, if you even have any intelligence to begin with...

Anything With The Word "Kadena" In It I Am Totally FREE Of Now...

It finally struck me that I still had worthless Okinawa Japan on my Facebook, and they were able to see every single little thing that I'm doing and whatever I say...I just spent like the last half hour getting rid of anything Kadena Air Base related...I'm not even sure how I got added to some of those things, but honestly, I really had nothing to do with that dump for the entire 4 years that I was there...I took off to Australia for a month and left everyone else there stuck on that nothing island standing there with their mouths hanging open cause I"m not afraid to do things like that...So I so don't want anything to do with them, since they think that they are right about everything and I seriously don't want them hovering over me on everything that I do here....I looked up Freedom on here, and Okinawa does everything to totally diminish that word...I never realized how much it meant until I moved back to America a year ago....wow...."According to Dictionary.com, freedom is “the power to determine action without restraint.” When you think about “creative freedom” what does that mean to you? If you lived a creatively free life, what actions would YOU take without restraint? For many, the thoughts go like this: “Ohhh…doesn’t that sound like the ultimate life? The freedom to create when I want, what I want, in the life I’ve created. Having no barriers, fears, financial issues…Oh yeah…I want creative freedom.”

Get ready to break free and travel your own road to creative freedom.



When you think about creative freedom, what do YOU want?

For many people, creative freedom embodies 3 ideals:
The freedom to create authentically.
The freedom to create a life, job, relationships, and greater purpose that represents your deepest values.
The freedom to create without fear, self recrimination, or judgments (external or internal).
Do any of those ideals speak to you? If you say YES to any, the next big question is what does this REALLY mean to you?

In order to obtain creative freedom, you need to begin with a clear awareness of what creative freedom means to you. I mean TO YOU. Not to you spouse, your best friend, your boss, your mother, your children, or to anyone else who influences you.

You need to define what creative freedom means to YOU.

Ask yourself these questions to define YOUR definition of creative freedom: For many, the thoughts go like this: “Ohhh…doesn’t that sound like the ultimate life? The freedom to create when I want, what I want, in the life I’ve created. Having no barriers, fears, financial issues…Oh yeah…I want creative freedom.”

Get ready to break free and travel your own road to creative freedom.



When you think about creative freedom, what do YOU want?

For many people, creative freedom embodies 3 ideals:
The freedom to create authentically.
The freedom to create a life, job, relationships, and greater purpose that represents your deepest values.
The freedom to create without fear, self recrimination, or judgments (external or internal).
Do any of those ideals speak to you? If you say YES to any, the next big question is what does this REALLY mean to you?

In order to obtain creative freedom, you need to begin with a clear awareness of what creative freedom means to you. I mean TO YOU. Not to you spouse, your best friend, your boss, your mother, your children, or to anyone else who influences you.

You need to define what creative freedom means to YOU.

Ask yourself these questions to define YOUR definition of creative freedom:


A very important component to creative freedom is creating a supportive mindset for creativity. Do you believe in, trust in , and can you “be” in your creativity? Make sure you take this critical step to ensure your creative freedom is supported about how you think about your creativity.

If you are ready to define your creative freedom then you are ready to live it.

Start today. Create today. Live your creative freedom TODAY." I NEVER WANT TO GO BACK OR SEE THAT HORENDOUS PLACE AGAIN.....LET FREEDOM ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Superbowl Commercials 2012

The Truth Is Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, this is defiantly noooo surprise to me....

MY NEW EMAIL ADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have tried and tried and tried for the past week to get into my former email...aprilsangel476@yahoo.com and I'm not sure what happened but I'm not able to log into that one or my yahoo messenger account at all...I just finished setting up new yahoo accounts for both so here is my new screen name to look for as well as my new email to keep in contact with me...

bellastarrenalaska@yahoo.com I hope that I never run into this again cause it actually hurts to just give up an account like that... :P If you go to search me on Yahoo Directory my name is spelled like this... SUZY Schneider.... first all capitals then lower case for last name....hope this helps it's been a complete disaster dealing with this.... :( :P

I Know Of A Certain Island This Needs To Be Put On Every Corner And Trash Pile There....Check This Out!!!!!!!

I'm too cheeky for my own good but so what... ;)

I'm Too Thankful...

I finally get the "Art Studio" that I've always dreamed of but have never had...I'm still working on fixing it up, and getting all my artwork hung and displayed etc..etc..before I can fully go to work in there on anything, but it's coming along nicely...I found a beautiful Amish Furniture store here in the middle of Anchorage and it didn't take me long at all to find a piece of furniture to have my eye on that I can say came from Alaska....I found 2 actually, but it will be awhile before both of them even get here...It never hurts to look though and keep it in mind...I've decided to abandon decorating with tropical fish since I'm deathly scared of fish to begin with, and just go with Alaskan themed everything. when I get everything like I want it, and whatever, I will definately take pics and put them on here since I'm finally settled now and have my wonderful desktop back once again....I still have pics to put on here from like 2 years ago I believe...Time goes so fast anymore, it really doesn't seem like we've been here 3 weeks...I saw a female moose eating from the trees here on base a few days ago...I never get to see any wild animals being from the city, so it was really amazing getting to experience that, and it wasn't even scared....I snapped a few pics and still can't stop talking about it...City talk was always about the latest skyscraper going up, and how much it was to have it built with the revolving restaurant on top....I'd much rather see animals that I've only seen pictures of....

Since I'm On A Role Now, Here's Another Episode Of The Show "Infested" YES, Germs & Bugs DO Exsist!!!!!!!!!!!

I finally get the "Art Studio" that I've always dreamed of but have never had...I'm still working on fixing it up, and getting all my artwork hung and displayed etc..etc..before I can fully go to work in there on anything, but it's coming along nicely...I found a beautiful Amish Furniture store here in the middle of Anchorage and it didn't take me long at all to find a piece of furniture to have my eye on that I can say came from Alaska....I found 2 actually, but it will be awhile before both of them even get here...It never hurts to look though and keep it in mind...I've decided to abandon decorating with tropical fish since I'm deathly scared of fish to begin with, and just go with Alaskan themed everything. when I get everything like I want it, and whatever, I will definately take pics and put them on here since I'm finally settled now and have my wonderful desktop back once again....I still have pics to put on here from like 2 years ago I believe...Time goes so fast anymore, it really doesn't seem like we've been here 3 weeks...I saw a female moose eating from the trees here on base a few days ago...I never get to see any wild animals being from the city, so it was really amazing getting to experience that, and it wasn't even scared....I snapped a few pics and still can't stop talking about it...City talk was always about the latest skyscraper going up, and how much it was to have it built with the revolving restaurant on top....I'd much rather see animals that I've only seen pictures of....

A Normal Part Of My Life...But Oh How I Love It....

Thank You Alaska & Canada For Having NICE People Still In The World!!!!!!!!!!!!

How Much Is Too Much??????

I think whenever it gets to the point where you can do something like this that it's totally out of control...this is sooo me cause I have no idea what to do with anything, and there is stuff that I haven't even unpacked yet, and more is coming in the summer time that went into storage from Italy...God help me.... :p

I Want To Live Forever Here In Alaska...

Happy Valentine's Day 2012!!!!!!!!!

Hey All, I'm Back!!!!!!!

Cheers everyone, I"ve missed you all greatly!!!!!!!!! It's been a crazy time these last few weeks moving up here to Anchorage, Alaska, and getting used to the lifestyle up here....I really love it though...It feels like we are completely out in the middle of the wilderness here, and then we exit out into town and it's a regular city...So it's really the best of both worlds...There is still snow everywhere here, and it was snowing again lightly last night...I don't even have to leave the house, and there are mountains all over the place here...everything is sooo sooo beautiful and it's so quiet here...People are a whole lot more friendlier and easy-going, and don't behave like someone jammed a stick up them where the sun don't shine like they always did in rotten Okinawa... :p This is the best house we have ever lived in with all the places I've been jumping around to live in the last 8-9 years...I finally got a normal 2 story duplex with 3 bedrooms, and we're not right on top of each other like we were at all the other places practically driving each other out of our minds cause it was too close of contact...Only 2 rooms and a freaking bathroom....NOT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This place is gigantic, I feel really blessed that we landed a place like this with it being just 2 people and no one else....I'm still working on the dreaded unpacking which I can't stand cause it's so boring...hope that everyone is doing great...now is my time to get caught up on this finally!!!!!!!!!

OMG, I Still Can't Believe This Happened... :'(

catch up

catch up

Hey Okinawa, SUCK ON THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not once have I felt like I always did when I was stuck on that nothing island!!!!!!! I can't even see a fence here, and as soon as I leave the base there is a huuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeee shopping centre right outside where we are, tonsssss of shopping places, restaurants, and so many activities here from A-Z...The signs, radio stations, language, newspapers, bookstores,directions, and anything else that is here are all in ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The houses have both heating and air conditioning, and it is actually clean here!!! that means no ants, roaches, bugs, flies, fruit flies, worms, or anything else that is highly disgusting...I will never in my lifetime understand why anyone who is alive today would want to waste their life on a highly infested disgusting island....never again will I go to one of those, I seriously thought I was going to die when I was there and never get to leave then...

Happy To Be In ALASKA!!!!!

Alaskan Dream!!!

Lovin' Every Minute Of Gorgeous Anchorage, Alaska!!!

ahhh Hello Everyone!!!! I made it here to beautiful Anchorage, Alaska the middle of last week, and got here the very same day that we left...The time difference doesn't bother me at all since there seems to be more time here, and things are a lot more laid back and less rushed than any of the other places that I've been to...I'm finally around snow, something that I've hardly ever been around ever, and when ever I was, it was never for very long ever...There is snow everywhere, and it's not dark like nearly everyone kept telling me that it would be this time of year...The trip up here wasn't bad at all, and staying in a place that is like a ski resort doesn't bother me at alllll....There are no disgusting ANTS all over the place like there was whenever we got shoved into a temporary place in Okinawa...I love it there, but I still can't wait to have my own house again, cause now I really can't do anything but live out of a suitcase...I think about another week in there and we can finally move into our house and have our household goods delivered...The main activities here from what I've observed are definitely indoor ones, some are outdoor ones, but not too many that I'm crazy about like hunting and fishing, since I would never hunt any animal ever ever ever, and I'm scared out of my mind of fish how they flop around everywhere...(I'm even worse whenever it comes to birds and there are the huge birds here like eagles, condors, falcons, ravens, hawks, and I'm not sure what else...I was warned by the veterinarian before we came here to not leave my cats outside since large birds tend to see them and swoop down and grab them then keep on flying and I wouldn't be able to do a single thing...So a lot of different changes up here no doubt...)shooting bows and arrows, I'm not even near having the strength to do something like that, so I think for the first couple of years I'll just be watching the ones who are strong enough cause I wouldn't even be able to budge a thing like that...snow mobiling, which I can't wait to do, ice skating, skiing, watching the dog sled races go through the middle of Anchorage...everyone lines up on the sides of the streets like a parade, and watches the dog sleds race through town I really can't wait to see that either, and a lot work on their talents here cause sometimes it's too cold to do anything and we just stay inside and enjoy each others company, or better yet...JUST SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!! tHANKS for joining me up here in beautiful Anchorage, Alaska everyone, this is going to be waaaayyyyyy better than Okinawa ever will be ever...

Day Of Rest & Relaxation!!!

This is what I've done the last few days since I arrived here in Alaska!!! I've been so tired from all the moving, packing, pushing and shoving, running through air ports, trying to find our way around here, climbing up in military trucks that come up past my waist without any steps on them, and I'm always the last one to get in and always the butt of all the jokes whenever I"m outta ear shot, trying to make sense of everything once again, and kick the thought of being new once again out of the window and just go with it and not care if I'm new or not...I think I'm just about all caught up on sleep and all that, but it's nice to be able to do that now since there is snow outside and we can leave the heat on inside..I've hardly ever in my life been around snow ever, I've hardly lived around it, seen it very much, and it's never lasted more than a day or even half a day...When we went to Hungary, there was snow all the way up to the car side windows and I went out in it coming down like crazy and laid down in it...great feeling since I was always around hot places, and after that was over meant going back to Italy without any air conditioning in the scalding summer...That was my experience in living in an Italian house off base...they don't have air conditioning they said it was too cold...I don't miss that awful heat at all...I saw the duplex we're going to be moving into soon...upstairs and down, about 5 closets, 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, tv room, patio where we will put in a hot tub and it's all facing the mountains covered in snow..the best part about it all is in the summers here it only gets to about 78 degrees...I don't think that I wanna leave here!!!!!!

Made It To Beautiful Anchorage, Alaska!!!!!

We made it to Anchorage, Alaska and I'll be spending the next 4 years here at Elmendorf, Air Force and Army Base...not sure how that is going to go, but I"m just glad to be where English isn't bashed and looked down upon, and I'm surrounded by garbage that I absolutely can't stand...People seem a whollleee lot more happier here, and a lot more friendlier than any other place that I have ever been...I'm sure that I have a great number of people hating me cause I"m up here but it's not something that I can worry about...I'm glad to keep in touch with the ones who wanna keep in touch with me cause I have a blast where ever I go!!!! Okinawa tried to kill me so I took off to Australia for nearly a month until we were about to leave...By the looks of where I"m at now, Russia doesen't seem like such a bad idea in a few years from now... ;) anyone who wants to go with me or meet me there I'd so love to do that!!!!!!!!!!

Happy February!!!