DON'T ASK...THEY JUST PLAIN SUCK TO ME!!!!!!

Can't WAITTTTTTTTTTT To Have My Own House Again Up In Alaska...

I got to talking about housing and setting everything up again when I was on a phone conversation last night....Then I went as far as looking up what the housing looks like up in Anchorage cause I'm just soooo anxious to have my own life again and just my own EVERYTHING.....It's hard to tell all the details from a black and white housing packet, see how everything looks, what color everything is...etc...color is the biggest one for me since I don't do the black and white thing at all....What I saw on here floored me....This is just one example, but they had other housing pics covered in snow, with mountains behind them and I couldn't believe what I was seeing...It reminded me a lot of Italy, only with a lot more room....I'm still packing small things up, and I'm having to work on my end of semester project at the same time since I will be gone for 2 weeks....The week before Thanksgiving, we are going to our farm for the last time, to collect furniture etc... what we can use up in Alaska, and anything else for just memories sake, and then to sell it off forever...it's sad really, but I don't want to live there, and no one else does either, so we have no other choice....It was great memories growing up, but now it's nothing but a vacant lot with an empty, broken down dilapidated house....Then, after I get back from that, I'm spending Thanksgiving week with my inlaws up in Kansas I think it is...I have nooooooooooooo idea what is up there, never had any desire to go there ever, but it doesn't differ much from Oklahoma cause both are very very flat....So I'm having to double up on work, double up on packing, and hardly have any time on here at all again....I will finish this semester the first part of December, so I hope to have more time then with just everything more of what I want to do, and not what I'm made to do...Not so sure if the Thailand thing is going to happen either, since it would be right in the middle of me moving, or getting ready to I mean....But right now, I'm clearing stuff out, fussing with a roll of 200 feet of endless bubble wrapping stuff and tape that doesn't like me at alllllllllllll, and I have no idea where all this came from, but now that I'm dragging stuff out of the woodworks, it's everywhere....I'm ready to get settled again and have everything in order, but that's not going to be until next spring....it never ends with the "stuff" So this is the housing up in Alaska...I was completely shocked whenever I looked it up in color....I just can't wait to have my own place again with my own everything set up the way I way I want it...Only 3 more months to go so..please hurry up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been Packing For 2 Days Now To Get Ready To Move To Alaska....

....but I wouldn't do ANYTHING without blasting Taylor Swift music along with whatever it was I was packing!!! Oh well, at least it kept me in a good mood since I know every single song anyways!!!! same thing tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!

News Flash!!! Just Saw On My Facebook That Someone Over In Okinawa Got Abducted....No Surprise To Me Though...

AFN Okinawa
‎***AFN Special Announcement***
BOLO- Please be on the lookout for Kelli Abad. She was last seen on Kadena Air Base on Wednesday, 26 Oct 2011 at 9:10 PM. She may be driving a green Toyota Surf with plate #301 Y 7861. She is a 27 year old female with blond hair and green eyes. She weighs approximately 116 pounds and is 5 ft 7 in tall. If you have any information on Kelli please contact the Kadena Law Enforcement

Well I Know NOT To Go To China Ever!!!

I am scared outta my mind totally from frogs and fish....I never know which way frogs are going to jump, and they just freak me out where I can't even stand it...Fish...I can't stand either cause once they are out of the water, they flop around everywhere, and I never know which way either they are going to flop and might land on me and I would totally lose it...A frog started hopping in our house back in Italy, and I wouldn't go near the door, and it hopped all the way in the house all the way to the bottom of the stairs...I was so scared to death I wouldn't go near the house and it was nearly midnight but this frog wouldn't get out. My husband got the long umbrella and started poking at it, and I told him not to kill it cause I didn't want to clean it up...Then he finally got it out and I could't stop laughing at what I had said in the middle of a panic all because of a frog...I am deathly scared to death of those things....I don't expect anyone else to understand it, but if I was on the street like those people and frogs were all over like that, yeah I wouldn't be walking calmly like nothing was going on...I'd be climbing up that pole and staying there until someone got them out of the way or they just went away...

I've Decided Within The Last 3-4 Hours To Go To Thailand For Christmas Through New Years....

Please keep me in your prayers everyone...I will post the email on here that I got earlier today..The pictures bothered me so much, I couldn't just stand to sit back and do nothing....I'm contacting my Religion Teacher for support on this issue since they are planning the Slovenia trip in the spring but I will be gone...I at least want to do ONE before I'm stuck up at the North Pole between Russia and Canada for the next 4 years...Fingers Crossed Everyone!!!!!!!!!! just hope it works out...I know I'm gonna hear a mouthful from everyone around me for missing Christmas and Hannukah here, but I think this will the best holiday season ever....

Everyone Is Going To Slovenia Next Year But Me Cause I Will Be In Alaska!!!! >:p

In my Religion Class today, they started talking about the spring mission trip, and decided on SLOVENIA of all places....Everyone who is anyone is going but me, cause I had to tell them that I couldn't because I was moving to Alaska....I'm so totally torn cause both places are gorgeous...

Recover Soon Turkey From The Earthquake....We Love You!!!!!!!!!!!

"You'll Never Do All That God Wants You To Do, Without The RIGHT People Around You!!!!"

So this means that I have to get rid of all the toxic, negative, infectious, backbiting people that do nothing but say nasty things about me then act nice to my face...And so I'll start with the military and work from there....

"To Make A Difference In This World, You Don't Have To Be The Best, You Just Have To Care The Most"

"The closer you get to doing what God wants done, the harder your enemy will fight to stop you..."

Best Decision Ever Made....

Today I just sent the e-mail confirming that I will help with when building the playground by the riverside here in my city with my University....I know others aren't going to agree with me doing this, but I am not getting into fighting or arguing about any of it...I told them, I'm working with 3rd world countries for the rest of my life, I don't know what you're planning on doing....That worthless wedding with the hateful people I mentioned how they have been going around telling total and complete LIES about me for the past 6 months, when I was working my head off on a gift for them I AM NOT GOING TO....I'm not spending money on junk for them just to have them throw it away cause I know that's what will happen cause they seem to have a problem with me when they still haven't come to me and told me exactly what the problem is, and I'm not going to put be put on another pill over idiots disrupting my life....So, people can take it anyway they want it, but I already got the scrapbook to put the pictures in that has my University Logo right on the front on a huge metal medallion....All I need now is to wait for the day to come, and take a ton of pictures, and have the time of my life decorating up my scrapbook with doing that and showing it to my next job I get teaching....I can't wait to see the reaction...Only about 3 more weeks to go, but I don't want to be around people who think that they are so much better than everyone else....Not for me I act nothing like that...If I want to be around people who act that way, I'll just go and hang around military...there's plenty of them there cause I was around them all the time and always in a bad mood...This year has been the best ever cause I've been TOTALLY AWAY FROM THEM, and back IN NORMAL SOCIETY....I'll post my pics on here when that event finally occurs...I've had it with back-stabbing lying people though I AM SO DONE WITH THEM, I'm going to act like I have no idea what anyone else is even talking about if it is brought up to me...Payback is a bitch, but I do it in a way that is totally unforgettable...I'm sure that we'll be on the front page of the newspapers here.... if that happens, I'll get the link, and post it on here, another way of mine of getting back and making a statement without saying a word....TOTALLY BRILLIANT... talk with u all soon...take care....xoxoxoxo

I LOVE This Clip...It's soo Funny...

The girl in the middle cracks me up....

Nope, I Don't Chew Tobacco!!!!!!

Another story popped into my mind that happened with one of my students last year before we were getting ready to move. I don't remember how it came up exactly, but somehow the subject of chewing tobacco sparked their interests. Mostly asking, what it is, what it does, why do people do that, etc...etc...I explained to the few students around me asking me this that it was chewing tobacco, ground up, that you didn't smoke it like you do cigarettes or cigars, and left it at that, cause I know there is more out there to smoke but I wasn't getting into that conversation with a bunch of under aged kids....These were about 6-7 year olds I would say, so fairly young, and at the age where they will believe anything....I told them that people chew tobacco but it's not good for them cause it will rot out your teeth and give you all kinds of diseases that you couldn't get rid of...I didn't go into great detail, but it was enough to help them understand and take it serious....I like pulled my bottom lip down and showed them where people put that nasty stuff at, and said if they did that, they wouldn't have any bottom teeth left, and it would eventually make its way to the top since that stuff is a mouth disease and spreads...I was always going on about teeth and hygiene and everything, and it's still in their heads, (I'm referring back to the bad breath conversation from the other day....lol yep still laughing about that one....)I can't remember how long this conversation went on about chewing tobacco, but I can't stand the stuff, so I tried to end it cause it was grossing me out just thinking about it and talking about it.... I must have really had an effect on them, cause they were all wide-eyed that I gave them new insight to something, before one of my students asked me (in front of everyone of course as loud as he could after I got finished explaining all those disgusting details) "Ohhh, then DO YOU CHEW TOBACCO????" It has been almost an entire year, and I am still laughing about that one...That one was told at a huge dinner in front of everyone cause I told a few people, and my husband, and he goes and tells it to the entire table and I was just sitting there and wanted to die and had to get up and totally leave. I did not expect that to happen and I don'tttttttttt want to be the center of attention around a table.....So, not sure what the big deal is keeping up with the rest of society on the chewing tobacco thing, but wow they have some nasty pictures on yahoo images on what that stuff does to you....Tooooo funny though, I have no idea where they come up with all that...It was right after I finished telling everything what that nasty stuff does to you, and one of them asks me if I chew tobacco, it was so funny, I didn't even think about being mad....NOW, IF AN ADULT ASKED ME SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THAT, I WOULD WHIP BACK SOME SMARTY REMARK LIKE, "YEAH, JUST LIKE YOU MADE OUT WITH THE TOOTH FAIRY LAST NIGHT...." Of course that would throw them, saying "there's no such thing", blah blah blah.... and so they would basically answer their own question with me leaving them feeling stupid once again....

This Sooooo Needs To Be On A T-Shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!

>"I WASN'T MADE TO FIT IN, I WAS MADE TO BE M.Y.S.E.L.F. " Wow, LOVE the sayin' in the window...That is just too funny and would love to go around the base wearing that like they wear signs on the street up in New York advertising their business....maybe not me, cause I'd be swallowed by those things, since they are 2 pieces of VERY HEAVY PLYWOOD, with straps somehow attached to them to put over your shoulders...the front has something advertising something on their business, and the back has either the same thing or a continuation of it....This would need to be in ALL CAPITAL LETTERS and that would be toooo funny....I heard this song on KISS 91.1 here (unbelieveably A.W.E.S.O.M.E. name for a radio station by the way....) I have been so non-stop busy with my classes this last month, I have no idea what the latest newest music is that has come out, and I am music obsessed....Love this song by the way...I'm sure everyone can relate....I know I can...

It's Nearly 3am Here, & I Still Can't Stop Laughing About This Video....

Thank you to the person who thought of coming up with the idea of opening Burger King's all over the world, so that this guy could make funny videos of them...I can't stop laughing about how he keeps calling everything "NASTY"... Listen how he says it and just TRY not to laugh....just don't be drinking anything when you do....I learned that real quick....

My Cover Page I Designed Myself That Went With My Project!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Re-Did This Thing 4 Different Times Until I Finally Got It Right!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't get the text uploaded on here, and it won't transfer on this blog over from my webpage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This was my cover page, and I had like a 13 page paper I was up all night working on including my final exam and I couldn't stop talking on the phone inbetween letting out my frustrations to anyone who would listen....I"ve already lost my voice 5 times this year from talking so much, it wouldn't surprise me if I lost it 5 more times before the year is even over, and we only have 2 more months left.....I'll try and find it word by word on here and post it on here one word at a time to show how it looked when I got done with it..Yes I am that obsessive to search the internet images for ONE word at a time cause I love love love showing others my work....any of it.... :) give me a few days on that and I'll have it completed by the end of the week....this week is fall break so I am free and plan to sleep a lot before the upcoming party with my friends.....the fun never ends for me cause I'm not boring....people have told me before that I wear them out cause I do soo much all the time and never stop...a guy getting on the elevator today couldn't keep his mouth shut to me of course....I think he must have been in the motorcycle class there we have....yes, we have that, I would LOVE to do something like that, but I am not coordinated at all and there is no way I could ever hold up a motorcycle on my own and esp. drive the thing...I get my lunch, was downstairs having my meal, I guess he must have walked by me a few times or whatever and was watching me, I have no idea cause I sure didn't notice anyone...He yells out to me: "boy, you sure did eat fast!!!" OMG, you did NOT just say that to me with everyone else around like there was.....So!! since them was fightin' words, I decide to go along with it (cause I have stopped caring to begin with and what these whack-o random guys who don't even know me and I definately don't know them say to me) I just hollar back, "yep, and that's not the only thing I'm fast at!!!!!!!!!" Guess that made him feel stupid cause he totally disappeared and I didn't see him anymore...totally stupid, OMG who says stuff like that!?!?!?! Pretty funny though, I don't know how I always get these nobody guys saying junk like that to me...I found out that one security guard that I got into with used to be a sports coach at the other high school here...not the one I went to, but the other one that I had wished I had but it was like nearly an hour from where I lived, and I wasn't in that district etc..etc..etc.....Wow, I had sooooooo much trouble with coaches all through school, when I graduated from both middle school and high school, they were still bad mouthing me to my siblings who are under me and they would come home and tell me about it LIKE I CARED WHAT THEY SAID WHEN I WASN'T EVEN AT THAT SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! They only did that cause they were pissed off they couldn't have me, and I had nothing to do with sports, wouldn't talk to them, ignored them completely no matter how much they tried to talk with me, one loser coach handed me a form to join the loser volleyball team one time, and I crumpled it up and threw it back at him and walked off...Yeah WHATEVER....like I'm one to go and play volleyball when I spent entire weekends of mine at art competitions that I got chosen for and didn't hesitate for a minute to spend my weekend doing that... Here's a little insider tip....COACHES ARE NOT THERE BECAUSE THEY ARE INTERESTED IN WHATEVER SPORT THEY ARE PRETENDING TO LIKE, THEY ARE ONLY THERE TO WATCH UNDERAGED GIRLS BEND DOWN AND MOVE IN VARIOUS DIRECTIONS...I KNOW HOW THEIR SICK MIND WORKS CAUSE I'VE BEEN THROUGH IT, AND AM STILL GOING THROUGH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still can't believe that I am having to put up with stupid sports coaches when I'm not even in sports of any kind...somehow they keep finding me!!! OMG, this is whacked, that same sicko pervert who used to coach whatever don't know don't care don't do the sports thing, found me again yesterday when I was up at my college doing my work, having breakfast, and just trying to wake up before my class started...I have no idea where he came from, but walks by me, sees me, totally stops in his tracks, takes a few steps back and smarts off to me saying "uuuuhhhhh you were in that same spot the other day when I came by here!!!!!!!!!!" I was like' uh, yeah so what I KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS WHERE I SIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "oh well you were sitting there the other day when I came by here, and I come by here again, and you are still sitting there!!!!!!" I was like "NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT STILL SITTING HERE,I JUST GOT HERE AND I AM WAITING FOR MY CLASS TO START, AND STILL TRYING TO WAKE UP, AND WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHERE I SIT ANYWAYS, AND I HAD NO IDEA YOU WERE EVEN PAYING ATTENTION TO ME WHAT OR WHERE I WAS DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Of course he gets a kick out of my snappy attitude and me having an answer to everything, that's why he won't stop, but I won't stop either with the smarting off bit....I've had an entire room cracking up before when I spouted off before about something I have no idea what it was now, but I guess he's another one who won't just talk with me normally, he has to make stupid comments like that, and today does the same thing again to me....sees me, totally does a double take, stops in his tracks, backs up a few steps and decides to have a go at me...."ANOTHER DAY, HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was just like OMG, DOES THIS IDIOT EVER LIKE EVER GO AWAY!!!!!!!! ESP. FROM ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I guess I have a magnet inside me or somethiNG that attracts idiots cause they always seem to come around me like that and say stupid stuff....I was just like, "yep, sure looks that way, cause it's night time on the other side of the world now...." totally made him feel beyond stupid and he went off and probably told the other guy...WTH IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE!!?!?!?! AND WHY DO I KEEP GETTING STUCK WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!? I told that to someone, and they were just like "uggghhh!!! why was he watching you anyways and paying attention to where you sit...THAT'S KINDA CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!!" THANK YOU!!!! Finally, someone else who sees that I'm not the one doing anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think that is why I lose my voice so much cause even when I speak, it's so dramatic, there's like 30 exclamation points after the end of every sentence....wow the life that I lead just totally blows me away sometimes!!!!!!! :p I made the President's Honor Roll again, so I'm helping volunteer next month on building a playground here before I have to move to Alaska...Carrie Underwood a country singer who's also from my same state of Oklahoma, just a different town did the exact same thing...I can't hammer a nail to save my life, I have no idea how to use tools or build anything, but I at least want to be a part of it before I move from here....There are other things to help with and I'm sooo glad cause I definately can't hammer a stupid nail..The last time I tried that over and over an over, everyone of them looked like a small boomerang.... I never got to do anything like that over in stupid Japan, everyone was always mad at everyone and thought everyone else owed them something...Soooo excited and can't wait to meet others again before I move since I will have to start all over again right when I'm getting to know people here and get comfortable.....Hope I can pick up this easily in Alaska like I did here, cause I've been having a complete BLAST....Just ready to have my own place back again and just my own EVERYTHING since I can't give up "stuff." ;)

Finally My 3 Week Class Is Over With!!! That Was The Absolute Most Fun I Have Ever Had In A Class Though!!!!!!!!!!!

So I did....I got through an entire semester class in just a 3 week time period...wow am I ever exhausted....I worked 12 hours straight on my end of semester project yesterday, then did my exam, then had to type out about 30 pages on my project cause I wrote the entire thing out, more like scribbled it cause I was dead tired and it was like 3am and I still wasn't finished, and still had to type the whole thing out, design a cover page and put all that together....I couldn't believe how long it took me....My project turned out absolutely gorgeous...I wasn't satisfied with my cover page that I did on Microsoft Word 2007...I'm never satisfied with anything hardly unless I do it over like 5 times, and then I still find something wrong with the thing...I put a picture on it, with the wrap around text and all that, had it on my bed to go and get my report cover thing for it, and my cat jumped on my bed and right on my cover page that I printed off and put a big crease/bend towards the bottom... I was so tired then I just got it together anyway, but punched the holes wrong at first, they were only half cause it was like after 5am then, and I had no idea what I was doing, and this morning I get up before I go to class and reprint the whole thing over again cause I was beating myself up about it when I was trying to get to sleep...Couldn't sleep over something like that cause I kept thinking about how I had messed up the holes and my cat bent the cover..That was driving me so crazy that I had to get up and take sleeping pills cause I had nooo idea how long I would be sitting in class today.....That was the most fun that I have ever had in a class, and today I got to show everyone my artwork that I was working on, and explain how I did it, and that I taught my students over in Italy and Okinawa some of it on what they could pick up on cause some just don't understand it at all...I got some smiles of approval, others were just giving me the evil eye and frowning over jealousy...I'm always working on something, and I always have it with me, cause most of the time here I get to do A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT of waiting, and one thing that drives me absolutely CRAZY is just sitting and doing NOTHING.....That is all everyone did in Japan, and I couldn't stand it, and towards the end of my time there, I just totally SNAPPED...I took a 3 day computer course that I flew through, and then moved back here and have been in classes all year...It's gonna be hard to leave though when I have to move to Alaska, cause I have had soo much fun at my university this year, and have met so many incredible people, had a blast in the classes I got to take, and I just L0VED the experience....We had a small party today for our end of class coming to an end, put on music and just danced!!!!!!! soooooooooooooooo muchh funnnnn cause I went to the ONE AMERICAN COUNTRY MUSIC CLUB that they had on Okinawa, and did the line dancing and that was so much fun I didn't ever wanna leave even when they were closing...I have never had that much fun in a class, and none of us were good at what they were doing on the video, but it was all for fun anyways and I'm not just gonna STAND THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's what BORING PEOPLE do, and I AM DEFINATELY NOT BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was sooo ready for my class to be over with, but then it was hard to keep from crying cause we had had sooo much fun together.....well..I guess that's what facebook is for....Congrats to everyone that I was in class with for the past 3 weeks...WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxx

I Totally Found Out What Some Trash People Were Saying Behind My Back Here, And Now It's Payback TIme Baby....

(suck it bitch!!!!!!!!!!! omg, i am soooo mad right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)So!!! Someone who can't come to me and tell me they are upset with me, but go around and tell the rest of the damn world and I'm the last one to know about it is not gonna get away with it once it DOES get around to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And believe me, it always does cause I just found out about it and am posting it all over the internet at least over 2,000 times!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been working on a humongous table runner for the past 5 months, since summer for a wedding gift for someone. Their weddding is next month. I was working my head off all year in my classes, my college projects, spent part of my summer up in Boston, went to summer school, had a 3 week break, started fall semester, keeping up with my work in my classes, I"m actually ahead now all the way up until the end of the semester...the whole time, I was working on this table runner like you wouldn't believe, trying to get it finished in time for this wedding....These people also came to pick me up for church cause we all went to Lifechurch..they wouldn't go to synagogue with me, but I didn't care either way cause I go to both...No big deal for me and people know better now not to start with the prejustice attitude crap with me anymore....Well, they stopped talking to me, no explanation, stopped contacting me, stopped mentioning church at all when they cussed non-stop every other word but still went to this church that I go to since I've moved back here, and I couldn't figure out why..I tried emailing and everything no answer ever, just wouldn't talk to me...I had no idea what was going on and then I hear today that they have been going around TELLING EVERYONE THAT I WAS NEVER READY WHEN THEY CAME BY WHEN I WAS SITTING AT THE KITCHEN TABLE WAITING ON THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS BEYOND FURIOUS AND THEY TURNED THE WHOLE THING AROUND AND BLAMED IT ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So!!!!!!!!!!!! the table runner that I was making them for their wedding I posted on my facebook...I'm putting it on "Craig's List", E-Bay, and Amazon, but they sure as hell aren't getting it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I"m not gonna work my head off like crazy where they have to give me migrane medication from working so hard to make my headaches stop, working sooo hard in my classes, projects, and their thing I was making for them, TO HAVE THEM GO AROUND TALKING TRASH BEHIND MY BACK AND I GIVE THEM THIS NICE GIFT WHEN THEY ARE SAYING ALL KINDS OF LIES ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, and I still plan to give these people a wedding gift...It just won't be what they expect....Again, I have to act like NOTHING IS WRONG for this to work at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I plan to get one of those huge gift bags that are decorated up for a wedding, and put in:

1. A BOX OF TAMPONS
2. A BOX OF CONDOMS
3. A BOX OF TRASH BAGS

AND WRAP EVERYONE OF THEM INDIVIDUALLY AND PUT THEM ALL IN THIS HUGE BAG....THEY WILL OPEN THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE AND BE TOTALLY HUMILIATED....NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE GOES AROUND TALKING BEHIND MY BACK LIKE THAT AND ACTING NICE TO MY FACE LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come and tell me to my face, but once you piss me off, then you'd better watch out baby, cause them's fightin' words....I'll just say on the card thing on the outside of the gift bag, "here's just a few little things to help you get started out..." They will open that all up and totally die, and then they will know the feeling of how it is to be humilited...DON'T EVER TALK S*&^t%^%&* BEHIND MY BACK LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got about 4 weeks until I put my plan into action...and yes, I'm telling this to my newest friend so he can make a video about it....It's never gonna end after he goes off about them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do NOT piss me off and talk trash behind my back and change the whole story around, and then act nice to my face!!!!!!!!!!!! that is what they do in middle school and high school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow, these stupid people just blow me away.....I will tell EVERYONE how my little plan turns out..I will be long gone to Alaska so I won't care what they think or say about me then, cause I never want to see them again after I give them their little "prize package...."

Showing My Support For Israel!!!

Suzanne (Shoshanna)

Thank you so much for signing the Declaration of Support for the People of Israel.

I will have your copy of the Declaration sent to you in the mail so you can display it with pride.

We will also be forwarding this petition to key world leaders so they know we stand at Israel’s side at a time when her enemies surround her like swarming bees. And by lending your voice to our common cause, you have let people in the Holy Land know that they are not alone in their struggle for survival and a peaceful existence.

Israel and her people are truly blessed to have you stand with her at this perilous time.

With prayers for shalom, peace,


Rabbi Yechiel Eckstein
President
I will get a copy like this one from my Rabbi in the mail...can't wait to have it framed and displayed.....

So Happy To Have The Friends That I Do....

I love every single one of these songs, but I am learning the last 2 how to play them on the piano...One of my greatest loves in life....I have an easier time playing Beethoven than these though, cause they seem to go so fast and jump all over the place...Hopefully I will pick it up someday....Only 2 more months of me being here then I start my life all over again up in beautiful beautiful Alaska...I absolutely can not wait.....

Got Into It With Another #$%@*&^ Security Guard Today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It never ends!!!!!!!!!!!! I was doing nothing but studying the whole day besides going to my Hebrew meeting for a break from my normal routine...Pizza never goes outta style and I love the company with everyone else and taking a break from my studies I live for those moments....3 solid hours I was doing NOTHING but work for the remainder of the semester until Hanukkah and Christmas, and I nearly got done this time...Just 2 more things to go, and then I'm going to a party my friends invited me to for getting through my semesters all year long and practically killing myself doing it...I told them that Okinawa pushed me past my limits and I was never going through that again and would do whatever I had to to not have to work with such unbelievable drunken LOSERS ever again....Everyone asks me for help..I don't even know these people, but it's like "how do I do this????" "how do I save this?????" "oh I forgot to put my name on this, how do I find it again!??!?!?!" OMG, you have GOT to be kidding me seriously....Why the f are they asking me when I have my own work to do, and could careless about what they are messing up on, and don't ask me to begin with...that's what COMPUTER TECHNICIANS ARE FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When the President's Honor Roll comes out every semester, my name is always on it of course, so that is one way they find me to ask me this crap...Highly annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand being around know-nothings...I'm busy every minute of my day every day, so I definitely don't have time for people asking me stuff like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I call it quits after 3 hours cause I'm tired of sitting and sitting and sitting and typing stuff that I really don't wanna be typing, and have stupid guys staring at me and sitting all around me..they don't talk to me, they just make a total nuisance of themselves and get on my nerves...so what else is new...I put up with that every time I go out in public....have been since I was about 12 I think.....I'm going around a corner to dinner, and some over stuffed security dope nearly plows into me carrying a cup of WATER. and just about dumped the entire thing all over me....His responce???- ( a dumb one of course cause that's all security guards are is just plain dumb)- "ohhh uhhh sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" My Responce????!?!?!?! "YEAH, YOU LOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Of course I yelled that behind me as LOUD as I could with everyone around, then when I turned around again he had scurried outta sight...Probably getting the cup of water to put his false teeth in to soak them for the night since you can't sleep with those things in...Can't stand 'em but I can never seem to keep them away ever no matter where I go in the world...I put up with that for 3 years over in Italy and I was thrilled to beyond anything when I finally got to leave so I wouldn't have to put up with him anymore...He finally figured it out there was no way of getting around me with me and my smart mouth, so this guy finally gave up....I just wish the rest of them would follow his example cause I can't stand any of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still Studying And Working On Assignments...I'll Do Anything Though To Stay Clear Of STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!!!

I am soooo tired, but I'm down to only 2 more projects that are hanging over me...I stayed up until 3-4am working on my notes for my mid-term exams, finished end of semester projects, did reading on top of reading, going to class, and finally sleeping for hours on end...I don't ever want to be around people again like I was over in Okinawa, so I will do whatever it takes to stay away from them, even if it halfway kills me...I'm beyond exhausted so I'm not on here very much at all like I would like to be...Hope everyone is doing well..This weekend will be my last weekend of my 3 week class...I'm beyond thrilled out of my head..I got everything finished, we'll have our last exam, have our party and I'll be DONE.....I will have gotten through an entire 9 week class in just 3 weeks so anyone can imagine how psyched this makes me....I will do whatever it takes to work my way away from the totally stupid people like I've had to put up with before and still do...never again...Think I wlll go to bed now cause I can hardly sit up to type...night all...xxxxx

Finished My Notes Finally...Just A Few More Assignments To Go And I Can Be On Here More Then...xoxoxo

I Refuse To Listen To Negative People And Their Hateful, Worthless Comments!!!!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME OKINAWA!!?!?!!?!?!

I Can't Stand Days Like This Or People That Make Me Want To Blow A Bull Horn In Their Ear....

I had such a rotten day today putting up with rotten people, so I really don't feel like talking...hope everyone is having a much better weekend than mine is going...

Spread Knowledge, Not Stupidity, So That You Don't End Up Like This....

Do What Makes You Happy...

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One Hundred Years From Now
Author: (excerpt from "Within My Power" by Forest Witcraft)
One hundred years from now
It won't matter
What kind of car I drove
What kind of house I lived in
How much money I had in the bank
Nor what my cloths looked like
BUT
The world may be a little better
Because, I was important
In the life of a child.I had a wonderful day in the preschool classroom up on base here today. I had kids coming up to me that I had never seen before hugging me and telling me they loved me, playing with my hair, asking me things about myself, it felt so good to be back in that environment cause I've been absent from it all year long. I noticed much sweeter personalities and attitudes than anyone that I had to put up with over in Okinawa. I introduced someone else who had already been stationed over in Alaska to my University that I'm going to now. I talked and talked and talked, and got to know like everyone in the entire building. I made so many new friends, and people even recognized me that I had never even seen before. Not sure where that's coming from, but oh well. I just said I was up there all the time taking classes, which I am. I go to class every day of the week now, but I love it. Not all of it is college classes, some are fun classes, cause I need that other than just studies studies studies all the time. I was so absorbed over my weekend class, that I totally forgot about the documentary I had to write about and submit online. I barely made it by just a few hours, but there was a lot of sleeping going on with me cause I've been so tired studying, and going to classes non-stop. I'm going tomorrow again to several different classes to show the projects that I did for my classes from the spring, the one of my neice, my family tree display that is as tall as me, book project, and then a huge notebook of observations and papers I had to write. Mostly so I can show everyone what I did and how much I work my head off, and I just love showing my work to others. I went on and on and on about my college and perhaps got someone else who will start in the new year, but I will be just about ready to move to Alaska then I made new friends, got phone numbers, email addresses, facebook accounts, and when it came time for me to leave, I still couldn't stop talking about I don't even remember now but I'm glad that I didn't lose my voice...I'm having so much fun in my classes though...I will have more time to be here online when my 3 week class is over and done with..

Don't Waste Your Breath, Life, Time, Or Increase Your Boredom Rate By Going To A High School Reunion!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I'm gonna spell it out simply and honestly..."HIGHSCHOOL SUCKS MORE THAN JUST A##!!!" No joke ask anyone...I got in the biggest argument today than I have all week long with someone I guess always trying to start up garbage just to have something to argue about. If you said the grass was just fine, they would say it was too tall, if you said it was a nice day, they would say it was too hot or something...We all know the type, they get highly on my nerves like crazy, and I try my hardest to avoid them as much as I can..With me never backing down or keeping my mouth shut about anything, I'm not just gonna stand there and take it I don't care what it is....Then of course I go and tell everyone all over the entire world, because I know people and have friends all over the world, so if they only knew how big of a fool they were making of themselves arguing with me, then I really do believe that they would keep their mouth shut then. At least to me...maybe not to anyone else, but I always have an answer to everything. We can't forget that one, not since I've been smarting off to security guards for the past 10 years now, and anyone else who comes along....I did not like high school under any circumstances....esp. the one I went to...I went to an overly rich, spoiled, sports-oriented, potential drug using, pregnancy induced, football obsessed high school that I had absolutely NOTHING to do with...and I do mean nothing...All my friends were wayyyy older than me, cause I'm above my peer level, they were like already in college, or applying to colleges when I was still in middle school, so I had nothing to do with the brats around me, I cared nothing for their sports, don't even talk to me about football, and I'm talking about the American Football, not soccer....ummm had no interest in the teenage pregnancy thing, still don't, and I'm way past being a teenager, didn't care a thing about drugs, smoking, under age drinking, or trouble making, and most of all, I JUST CAN'T STAND BORING PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! esp. ones who still act like they are about 8 years old or something, so I had friends like 10 years older than me and still do, even before I was in high school and hung out at their colleges on the weekends...wayyyyy much funner than putting up with chumps still trying to figure out what the hell puberty was in the first place...I get asked out of the blue today if was I was ever going to go to one of my high school reunions...I just busted out laughing cause I really had nothing to do with it even then..nothing....I knew all about college life even before I even was in college....I threw everything away from highschool, ripped everything apart and either threw it in our fireplace, or in the college bon fire that I went to one weekend and got the biggest laugh out of it....This went on and on and on saying how it was supposed to be good memories and all this junk, like I was supposed to believe any of this, and I just don't waste my time with that kind of stuff with people who act like they still need assistance on learning how to use the toilet when they are or just about the same age as me..believe me, I have NEVER met such stupid people in my life, besides the ones in my high school, and the ones in the military I was forced to be around and of course they picked fights with me every chance they got and I spouted back and they had no idea what to say to me then...never had any more problems after I gave some snappy answer...no I don't mess with reunions, esp. high school anything, I'm straight A student, on President's Honor Roll, about to move and transfer to the University of Alaska, working towards 2 masters, in 5 different classes, have friends all over the world, and still making more all the time cause they see how empty their life is without me in it, and I know I've left a whole list of other stuff out...There would be no way that I would ever waste my time or miss any of my classes that I'm in to go to something that I know that I would hate so much. So I doubt I will ever get asked that question again since I posted it all over facebook and I'm sure gave plenty a good laugh....don't waste your time with stuff that you hate..spend it on things that you love, and hate it when you have to stop doing them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! night all....

Made It Through My First Weekend Of My Weekend Class...Only 2 More Weekends To Go!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy October!!

Happy October everyone!! And it is a happy one so far starting out...I made it through my very first weekend of my class...only 2 more weekends to go and I'm done, took my first exam and passed that of course cause all that is dead easy to me, and I just found out that MAROON 5 CAME OUT WITH THIS KIND OF TEA THAT I GET SOMETIMES, (SNAPPLE) AND I ABSOLUTELY CAN NOT WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIITTTTTTT TO GO AND GET SOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!! I just hope that they actually HAVE IT, or yes, I would be crazy enough to order it as obsessed as I am with music bands....Never heard of a drink, (esp. tea since I'm not a coffee drinker and never will be, don't like it, been through that a million times....)named after a song, but that is perfectly fine with me as much as I love that song of theirs....I miss them sooo much now, and can't believe I was just at their concert LAST MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Can't Stand Rude People!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had the best time today at my conference I had to attend through my college for my class. I did those the past few years and thought I was going to miss it this year, and was surprised when I actually did get to go. They are throughly enjoyable, and I learn so much even if it is just sitting and oh so hard to keep staying awake. I have tomorrow for class, then 2 more weekends of this, and I'm done...Wow I can not wait...Something that stood out to me though, when people are jealous or think they know more than you do, they snap at you in a very rude way. I got this in just 2 days alone, and I couldn't understand this attitude cause I try really really hard not to do that unless it's some dope guys trying to hit up on me, or just incredibly STUPID people on how they are acting. Sometimes I am just like "wow, the way some people act, it REALLY makes you wonder if they still wet the bed they act soooooooooooo ridiculous...." So I just have to keep in mind, that only 2 more months left because (GASP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) IT'S OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!! And then I will have gotten through a year of school and only a few more to go, and I'm not gonna let worthless, jealous stupid bed-wetting people ruin my chances of doing anything just because they've got an attitude problem and a huge chip on their shoulder that they refuse to get rid of....Whatever then, hope this month flies by a lot faster than the last 3 that never would seem to end....