Finally back home after another week of leisure...How nice it was to play around for an entire MONTH and not have to do it around here....I can't believe I did so much in just a few short weeks, and there's people still sitting around wishing they could do the exact same things as me....Pretty nausiating, and last thing I ever want to do it just sit around hoping a country is just going to "drop" right down in my lap!!! I can't' seem to make up my mind on where to go next, hopefully that will change once I leave here...yes that's all I ever have my mind on is the next trip, and not the next trip when they are moving us...I mean the next fun one..where I am on my own someplace totally different where absolutey no one at all knows me, and I am totally free.....I still have a whole slew of Australia pics, that's going to take the next month to get them on here cause I filled up my camera and ran the other one down....Still they are great ones though, and it's hard to believe I was just there a few weeks ago....Oh how I miss spending entire days in Hyde Park!!!!! We really have nothing like that here...I try to sit in what is supposed to be something like a park here, and I got dopey guys trying to get my attention start running around me and chasing each other...hmm nice try like I can't figure it out....So much has happened it's just flown by, but I'm glad to have done it and not sat around wishing or wanting to "go on a trip." Like I keep hearing now once I announce what I have been up to...I came up with that on my own, then whole entire thing was my idea, and I come up with some pretty good ones...Everyone else stands around wishing they had thought of it first...So glad to be back, and so glad to be back on my own computer where I can actually pick up certain sites on here...So glad it is the weekend, but I"m ready to get back to a normal lifestyle now....Have fun always, and GO OUT AND LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ☺

So it was my last full day at the resort here..It turned nice out for a few hours here...The sun actually came out, and it stopped raining. It hadn't stopped for about 4 days so far...hmm it was nice being around the mountains again up here, and away from the boring buildings and parking lots with cars and iron gates in the housing edition that I still am living in here....Still there is a gate around this place, but it's not as bad as what I have to put up with in Okinawa City....hmm I absolutely loved sitting on a beach with actual SAND not jagged rugged stabbing ROCKS like all the other ones seem to have here...NO NOT ALL BEACHES HAVE SAND, EVEN THOUGH SOME PEOPLE INSIST THAT THEY DO....I read one book after another, and it was soo nice not having to worry about some time schedule...This is supposed to be off-season, and still it's half-way crowded...The wind has picked up again here, so so much for nice weather lasting long up here....That doesn't seem to be the case the higher up we get here...I finally leave tomorrow, and I'm ready to go back...I can't get on half of the stuff that I do at home on here....I don't know what to do with myself cause I'm so used to being on here...One more day, and I can get back to feeling normal again, or what seems normal to me, even if it is being on here....have a good evening all....=)

hey there, TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! I wrote that in the sand as huge as I possibly could on the beach here!!! It took me forever, and I wanted to decorate it up more, but it was halfway raining, and cold, so I just forced myself to be satisfied with it that way...The Internet keeps going up and down here, so not sure how much I will be able to get on this, cause we are up in the mountains, wayyy up, and the weather is baddd...I had a good day so far, I got one of those nifty little picture printers, since I"m soo obsessed with picture taking, I can print my pictures off, and not have to worry about being at home on the computer...=) =) =) Hmm several more things I really don't think others would be interested in since it's stuff that appeals to me mostly....It's nice to have a get-away, but not so great when it just rains the whole time....I've been to here before, but I will still take pics of course, they will just be dreary and rainy all in the backgrounds....thank u to everyone who sent me birthday wishes!!! wow, I was so surprised when I could finally get online again!!! One more day here, and I will be back home!! *<=)

I'm up in the mountains now at the resort...It's soooo nice to be able to get away again and so soon out of the chaos of Okinawa City....I feel like that place is always closing in on me, and like I just have to get away...It's sooo nice up here, we're past Nago City, all the way up north, as far as we can go...I can't go any furthur or I would be right back in the ocean again...It has been doing nothing but raining continuously since yesterday...So right when we plan for a nice get away to the mountains, right by the ocean, it decides the pour down rain...It was nice the whole month long, but not when I actually decide to try and enjoy this place...or another part of it at least.... I will continue posting my pics on here whenever I get back on the weekend....I am not even able to connect to some things here, so not sure how well the internet will work while I'm up here...I'll be finding out in few months where I will be going after being in United States for a year!!! I'm toooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No more Southeast Asia for me EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! AND DEFINATELY NO MORE JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone enjoy your evening!!! ☺

I just finished watching this movie at the bottom...This actually really happened, but they really don't give any details...It was pretty terrifying sitting through this entire movie, and it honestly made me squirm....I couldn't believe they are making a 2010 version due out on Halloween night this year....This was pretty disturbing wow, I didn't even know they made movies like this, they have really toned it down a lotttttt...Now it's all fake stuff but this really got to me, and I'm probably not going to be able to sleep tonight...I definately know we won't have this come here since they want to sensor us all and treat us like a whole group of babies here at this place...They would fall over and die if they knew the stuff I watched other than the "normal" things they actually put out at theatres here... So good to see ones that are true to life though, it just makes you more aware of your surroundings and all that...Just not sure if I can sit through that again ugghhhh....=p

Okay, first of all, get a load of that totally annoying girl in the video...like wow, can anyone else out there say "SHUT UP?!?!?!" Really though, I wouldn't mind doing that to a few hundred people that I have to be around here, only instead of shooting them off a few feet, I'd rather shoot them off to the moon...Wouldn't that be a nice life then....Still, I thought it was funny, it doesn't take much for me to get a laugh out of almost anything....Let's see, Darling Harbour again, me and the Kangaroo statue thing at the WildLife park there in Sydney, a baby crocidile they had there at the WildLife Park, a baby Penguin at the WildLife Park, me next to a diver statue, I have 2 of those pictures, no they are not exactly the same I look a little different in the second from the first....me next to one of the aquariums, but you can't see what's inside, me in front of the shark tank with a shark behind me, wow good job whoever it was who was nice enough to take my pic, that one turned out incredible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then the scary reality of the life of Plastic, and what it can do to Sea Animals, and the environment. You can actually read this if you click on the pictures themselves, and they enlarge then. This was covering an entire wall. It was difficult to get everything , but I did on video. It was more harder to for pictures. I'm almost at the bottom of these first group of pics...I even went back to the top fo them, and added on some more that I left out...I will keep looking back and adding more and more ones that I think will be an interest to everyone else...Some are just reallllyyyyy hard to see because it really was dark, and things just did not show up very well. I have a few more to put on, so probably after the weekend I will be through with this camera and can move on to my other one.. That one has some really awesome pics that I haven't even seen myself yet really except on the camera....Hope everyone is enjoying looking at all these, I really had the time of my life, it definately was worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi again all...I"m still trying to put as many pics on here as I can day by day...It's hard for me to decide because there are just sooo many of them, and I never like and always totally hattttttttttteeeeeeeeeeee the ones with me in them...Everyone else seems to like them, but I just don't ever ever like my pics unless they are professional studio pics and I am made up...And just being here or esp. on vacation of all places, I am not going to go around "made-up." UGGGGHHH, my friends tried to do that to me last year, and succeeded, and I rubbed everything off until I looked back to as I normally do...I'm just not into that "look" like everyone else seems to be these days... Okay, well anyways, these pics I was still at the Aquarium there over in Sydney, Australia. They had sharks there, like we do here at the Aquarium here in Okinawa. The only thing we don't have here are the crocidiles. They absolutely DO NOT have Dr. Pepper over in Australia at all...I thought I was going to go insane without it... They really don't have soda very much or any other kind of pop there like Americans and well me...are always grabbing for...They mostly have water, which is okay, but I just don't want water all the time, and then have all these weird fruit juices and fruit drinks...That is okay too, but not really when you are traveling and having to walk all over the place every single day...Everything is soo expensive there, I've yet to get to a menu on here on one of the pics that I took, and let everyone else see those crazy prices...But these pics are just at the Aquarium, and very small wildlife park that I went to on my own, and met soo many other people there just being on my own, and deciding to venture out like I normally do.. Sure glad I am not afraid to do that, and cling to others scared to death to leave them...I would never have any fun then, but I had the time of my life there in Sydney...I still have tonz more to put on here, so hope everyone has been enjoying the ones I got on here so far. Have a good weekend everyone..I leave for resort soon in next few days...xxxxx

I'm starting on my pics finally from Sydney Australia. They are allll completely mixed up on here. I took it in order, and now they are just a big jumble on everything I did. I'm doing one camera at a time cause I took over 400 pics. Here are a few of them, but this is probably going to take me the rest of the year, but I really loved it there I couldn't stop with the picture taking or the video camera...I ran everything down or ran out of tapes on the video camera...The first one of these is when I went up to Darling Harbour...I loved it there of course, and going along the boardwalk. I went there to their Aquarium and the WildLife Park they have there in Sydney. Both were very small compared to the Aquarium that we have here in Okinawa...Considering that we are the 2nd largest in the world...I still haven't found out which one is the first....I was pretty bored with the Aquarium there cause it was so small and nothing really impressive and they didn't even have tropical fish....They had crocidiles, then I saw baby crocidiles hatching out of their eggs... I had nooo idea crocidiles made a "chirping" sound when they finally hatch...It sounds soo weird, but I just went to these places just for something to fill in my time, and I didn't know what else to do on a free day.....It was nice very nice. I met different people everyday, people who actually spoke to me and were pleasant, and could speak normal, decent English. I loved it there, and I got to see things that I have only seen in books or heard about everyone else going to. These are just a few I still have this silver camera to get through then my pink one...Maybe by the end of summer???!?!?! hope you all enjoy....What a trip that was though!!! I absolutely loved everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It took about 3-4 days, but I finally got all 400+ pics ready to be put on here from Australia. They all turned out excellent, I'm really impressed I didn't mess them up or end up deleting both cameras.. ugghhh I woulda been sickkkkkkkkkk....I should start about tomorrow on putting them on here little by little cause there really are a lotttt...I absolutely LOVED everything, I couldn't get enough of it. I have to go and figure out my new cell phone now, so guess I'll go for now...hope everyone is doing great and chat with u all soon....☺♥♥♥☺♫♫♥☺

I've been to cities that never close down, from New York to Rio and old London town, but no matter how far or how wide I roam, I still call Australia home. I'm always travelIing, I love being free, and so I keep leaving the sun and the sea, but my heart lies waiting over the foam, I still call Australia home. All the sons and daughters spinning 'round the world, away from their family and friends, but as the world gets older and colder, it's good to know where your journey ends. Someday we'll all be together once more, when all of the ships come back to the shore, I’ll realise something I've always known, I still call Australia home. but no matter how far or wide I roam, I still call Australia, I still call Australia, I still call Australia home. but no matter how far or wide I roam, I still call Australia home.☺♥♥♥♥☺

hello hello I am finally back home here in Okinawa!!! not that I like it, but I made it to Sydney, Australia and back!!!!

Please Don't Call Me A Koala Bear lyrics

I'm a koala not a bear
And I don't think it's fair
The way that people always add a word that isn't there
I'm a marsupial and proud of it
And there can be no doubt of it
I'm closer to a kangaroo than I am to a bear

So please dont call me a koala bear
Coz I'm not a bear at all
Please don't call me a koala bear
It's driving me up the wall
If your name was Tom
And everyone called you Dick
Perhaps you'd understand why I'm sick, sick, sick
I'm simply a koala
And I want the name to stick
So please don't call me a koala bear

I live here in Australia
In a eucalyptus tree
I'm as cuddly, cute and charming
as an animal can be
I don't understand fair dinkum
How anyone could think them
Grizzly bears and polar bears
Are anything like me

So please dont call me a koala bear
Coz I'm not a bear at all
Please don't call me a koala bear
It's driving me up the wall
If your name was Tom
And everyone called you Dick
Perhaps you'd understand why I'm sick, sick, sick
I'm simply a koala
And I want the name to stick
So please don't call me a koala bear

hello again everyone from taipei, taiwan!!! I am here for 2 hours until I finally fly back to Okinawa... It smells like they are cooking canned dogfood here honestly...the most I got was a plain American Coke, with Chinese writing on it, and that is it. I am hoping that I will have better luck with this here in taipei this time with the internet...Last time I was sooooo excited to get on and started typing, and hit something accidentely, and then everything started coming up in Chinese, and I had nooo idea how to get it back, and I had very limited time....It is rainy here in Taipei, which means Okinawa has been rainy too, as we have heard coming here....It was nice in Sydney, everyday was cool and sunny, and it didn't rain once...I had a little better flight this time overnight coming here than I did last time, but still I can't wait to get back to my own bed and have decent sleep, without 300 people around me or whatever....Australia was the greatest, I absolutely loved everything....Sydney was completely amazing;, and I know it now, a little so I will be familiar or know what others are talking about if it is ever mentioned. I should be home in a few hours, but I think I want to catch up on sleep before I do anything else... hope everyone is doing great I will talk with u soon....xxxxxxx

After a full week in Sydney, Australia, I'm leaving tonight... I"m not looking forward to going back to miserable Okinawa, but I've heard the paperwork has already been started for us to move at the end of the year, so that only gets me more and more excited. I won't get to leave until right before Christmastime, when the rest of the world is deciding to travel as well for the holidays. It's hard to leave here, but at least I can say that I got out of Okinawa and saw Sydney while I was over on this side of the world. Totally different from any other place I have ever seen before..I will never figure out these streets here ever ever....It jumps from 60, to 30, then 14?????? That's not even in any kind of order, and makes absolutely no sense at all... Downtown is a million thousand times worse than that... I'm done with that for the rest of the time I am here.. Getting lost twice there was no fun, and was completely exhausting...Of course I don't tell that to my family back home I would never hear the end of it me traveling alone again....And this is the best way I think to fully enjoy anything...I ran into stuff that I would have never ever seen if I was with a full group all tagging along after each other, and I loved every minute of what I saw...I got so many pictures, that I filled up all 3 cameras just about... I'm under 100 on mine, and I ran the battery completely down on the other, and I filled up all 3 tapes on video. So I'm done with the picture taking for awhile, that should last for the rest of the time I am here....I have the entire day again to myself until we leave tonight, and I will finally be home tomorrow sometime....I have a full week there before I leave for the resort but I will still be able to chat, as they have a cyber cafe there as well. I"m too excited to see my cats again, they have no animals here running freely like they do over in Okinawa. They are extremely strict on everything here. So not too much more is happening now, I found another nice park on the top of Wynyard Station here....Their train station, that I've gone to everyday while I"ve been here...They have so many parks here I couldn't even go to them all...We have nothing like that....Guess I"ll take off now, and I'll chat with everyone when I get home and recooperated again finally...take care... Love from Sydney Australia!!!!

Hello again everyone from beautiful Sydney, Australia... I've loved everything there is here. I've had an enjoyable last couple of days here, and tomorrow I leave again. It's bittersweet really, cause I miss things back home, but I definately don't miss Japan at all. They actually speak English here, beautiful English, and they are actually nice, unlike snotty military or Japanese people. Wow, I have not missed those sorry life forms at all since I"ve been here. I kept getting asked, why I was going to Australia.... I would always give the same answer, because I hate Japan, and I want to go where they speak English. I can't help how I feel!!!!!!!!!!!! How else am I supposed to explain myself?!?!? So I also came to the see the country that I was almost born in as well... Wouldn't that be a different life if I had been....I loved these past 2 days, and will always remember them dearly. I went to Sydney Harbour again today to visit the Opera House, and get more pictures before I leave here. It was an overcast today, so the sky was darker than before. I got some great pictures then sat in the park area there in Sydney Harbour, and they had free lance artists drawing pictures and painting ones of the Sydney Opera House. there was native Australian music being performed and crowds were all over. I had lunch in the park and had all kinds of their birds all around me. I got a picture cause it was so funny to me. People are friendly enough here they don't get mad at everything like back in Okinawa they are always pissed off at everything that happens. I did artwork and got caught up on journal writing about Australia then finally went to the downtown area again. That is soo huge, I got lost again, but didn't worry cause it's easy getting back. I found a kebab and falafel place here in downtown Sydney. I could hardly believe it cause I haven't had falafel since I left home which has been years.....It was sooo gooodddd and finally I didn't have to put up with the fast food places anymore.....I can only take so much of that...I took the train back here, and couldn't wait to come online. I loved the whole day...sitting in the park, or laying in it, doing things to pass the time, people were photographing me again cause I guess I showed a good example of what it was like to relax in the chaos of the rest of the world....I am soo tired after the whole day walking, but not as much as I did before. I still loved it, and getting to see downtown Sydney...wow that is sooo huge there, it's crazy....I have tomorrow all day, and then we all leave at night....This is my last full night in a normal bed before I have to put up with everyone else on a plane with their disgusting habits with nose blowing and hacking and spitting...I had no idea people were so utterly disgusting, I'm glad I stay away from the most of them....I've got to get back soon and pack everything up, but I tried my best to stay in contact while I was over here.....I will be home Sunday, but I"m not sure really how much I will feel like sitting online after flying about 12-13 hours, then it's an hour home from the airport in Naha...I can't believe I have to go back to rotten Okinawa after being here in fabulous Australia...I have tons of good pics, and even better memories...I miss chatting on here where it's driving me out of my mind...It's night here now, so I guess everyone else is getting up, or just about to get up...Even worse time difference over here than in Japan...Take care everyone, I'm off to get icecream before I go back for the night...Love from Sydney, Australia!!!!!!!!

I spent an amazing wonderful lazy day in Hyde Park here in Sydney. I absolutely LOVED it...I went in an extremely large and beautiful cathedral here across the street from Hyde Park...some Catholic one I think it was...I'm not Catholic, so I have no idea about any of those things, but it was a lot like the ones in Italy and other countries I"ve been to that have those cathedrals all over the place like that...I wasn't supposed to take pictures, but I did anyways...I can't wait to see them how they look on here cause it really was gorgeous inside....There was a huge enormous water fountain there in Hyde Park that had gorgeous statues and shooting water out...I went all around it taking pictures I loved it sooo much....Then I just laid on the bare grass for hours and hours....It's soooo nice here and cool...they are going into falltime here in Australia, so it's not hot at all....I can never just lay outside in grass back home...The grass there is all dead and dried up, or there is dog crap all in it, so I dare not do that ever...I had photographers taking pictures of me cause I was laying on my front sooo relaxed and it was such a beautiful day and of all places I was in Hyde Park...So I will probably turn up in the next few months in one of those nature photography books that come out ever so often with me in one of the "Relaxation" pictures... I got sooooo lost trying to get back cause I was in the middle of town, a place I haven't been to much, and I took a different way this time going there, so going back I was completely turned around...I think it took me 2 hours to finally get it sorted out and finally get back to where I'm staying, but wow it was sooo much fun. At least people speak English here, so I wasn't worried really, it just took a lot of time was all...I loved Hyde Park though, I"m sooo glad that I got to visit it and see it and just lay around like that.. nothing that I love more than laying around in a park in the middle of the day like they do here....People go and have lunch there, read or just lay around and sleep and sit by the fountain there. In the middle of the day... you never see that sort of thing back in the states ever. And that never ever happens at all in stupid Japan. We don't even have fountains there or any type of Cathedrals...I have about 2 full days left here then I finally go back home... I've had quite a time and absolutely loved every minute of it here. I"m sooo tired now and after getting lost today, it only seemed to make the day longer... I think I'll go now and enjoy what evening I have left... take care everyone good night from Sydney Australia miss chatting on here sooo much!!!!!

Hi again, I had a super long day today, and just wanted to come online here a little bit. I loved every minute of it, but my time goes soo fast here, so I will pick back up on this when I get the time, and it's not night here. Australia is too awesome, wow I absolutely Love it here. I don't know how many times a day I go and tell that to someone here, anyone who will listen, but I do. I don't miss Japan at all, and I don't regret leaving there either. I had absolutely no problem at all packing up and leaving like I did. I just have a few more days here until I have to go back to sucky Okinawa, so I plan to make the most of them. I hope everyone is doing great back home, and I will be home on the weekend again. I am still off another 2 weeks, and then will be going to resort...=) So I'm excited, just not about going back to Japan... hmmm where could I possibly live for the next 6 months until we have to move?!@?!?!?! take care all, I will tell everything when I can, I am just exhausted being on a 12 hour trip today all the way to western Australia and back!!!! good night from Sydney!!!! xoxoxo

Good day everyone from Sydney, Australia!!! I absolutely LOVE it here!!! I don't miss stupid Japan at all. I haven't even thought about it really. Just how jealouse everyone is going to be whenever I get back and they find out what I am capable of doing...I'm throughly exhausted honestly.... I am so tired I think I'm just going through motions right now...Everything here is totally outrageous expensive it about made me fall through the brickwork on the streets...I went to dinner the other night, and one thing was like $139 for some seafood platter thing. Another was $26.00...A bottle of water is $8.00, a regular Coke is $4.00 out of the machine.... Reeeeeeeeeeealllll huge eye opener for me.. I was not expecting any of that at all....I've been going to places like Mcdonalds and Subway and another place like Burger King... I still have the rest of the week, and I still have to get home...And that's not that important to me anyways...I get that stuff all the time back home and it's not anywhere near those prices...I love it here though except that slap in the face.. We got here back on Saturday, and it was such a relief to get in a normal room with a bed and a shower...I didn't do very much the first day, just walked around the city here, and got to know it... Everyone walks here mostly... To work, to the subways and back, to the bus stops, so it's not a problem, and I don't have to worry about getting lost, cause everyone here speaks English. I couldn't wait to explore this place, and could hardly sleep. Sunday, I went to the Sydney Opera House. I spent the whole day there I loved it so much. Everything is closed here on Sundays. All the stores and such. They have outdoor concerts, entertainment, magic shows and things like that all along the walkways going to the Sydney Opera House...Everything they do and say is in English. It's acutally enjoyable. They attract huge crowds and everyone is reasonable and doesn't start fighting or giving out an attitude like they do back in Okinawa. One thing I absolutely can't stand are stuck up attitudes and that is allll I am ever around back there..I couldn't take it anymore, and I had no problem at all packing up and leaving for a week. I went on a tour all throughout the Sydney Opera House. I got to see the theatres and the places they perform at. There was a group there rehersing acrobatics while we were going through. I love the walkway leading up to Sydney Opera House. It's sooo gorgeous I can't seem to stay away from there. It's been cool and beautiful here everyday so far. Not scalding oven hot like back home. They are going into falltime here, and soon winter, so I don't have to worry about hot weather at all now while I"m here....Yesterday, I went on boat cruise along Sydney Harbour here. We had a lunch buffet and sailed back and forth Sydney Harbour and saw the Opera House at very good views. It was too beautiful and the Bridge we went right underneath and drove across it earlier....I had no idea I was up for such entertainment like that, but wow I surely had nooo complaints at all...Today we just had another free day, and I went up to Darling Harbour for the whole day. I walked the entired bridge of Darling Harbour, and then went to the Sydney Aquarium, and Sydney Wildlife Park they have here. It was great to get out and see everything and explore it on my own, and not have others tying me down, or holding me up. I spent the whole day out, and it was fabulous. I found Cyber Cafe and came online here. My hotel is outrageous on everything, so I'm not going to connect with them anymore while I"m here...I still have a few more days left here, so I"m going to make the most of them while I can really.... I hope everyone is doing well.. I miss being on here sooo much I was about to be sick. I am sooo glad I found this place just wandering around after I had dinner tonight...=) take care everyone i will try and be back on here when I get the chance... xoxoxo

Hi all... I made it to Sydney, Australia finally....=) I didn't sleep at all last night, and am throughly exhausted....I am able to connect, but I'm not going to be able to everyday cause they charge for it here, so I will wait a few days before I come on again... I just was dying to get on after that long disgusting plane ride putting up with other people and listening to all their disgusting habits...I love it here tooo much....Everyone is soo nice, and I don't miss Japan AT ALL....It is modeled after London, England on everything, the streets, names, fountains, architechture....I will take pics of everything and put them on once I get things all sorted out again....Not much is going on right now, I am just finally winding down after 2 very long days....Quiet never sounded so good after being around coughing, hacking, spitting up people for about 2 days time.....ugghhhhhh not even a minute would go by and someone would do one of those, or clear their throat, or something else disgusting....can anyone out there say nasty???????????????? So I am soo glad I don't have to listen to that for another entire night again....I love this city like crazy, I"m too excited to see what I can while I"m here....I hope everyone is doing fine and we can chat the next time that I come on here... xxxx have a good night everyone Sydney is too awesome...=)

hi everyone from taipei, taiwan!!!!　

howdeeee all☺ this is going to be my last entry until I reach Sydney since I won't be able to be on here tomorrow...Or I can be, but the date will be wrong so I will just have to wait until Saturday and it will come up as Friday hopefully...just several more hours and I will be off this island...I hope I will be able to sleep tonight...I haven't been off of here since 2007 =p everytime I tried something happened or got in the way...I've stayed locked in for the past 2 days determined for NOTHING to happen to me or anything else around me to mess me up again. I have to get out of here and off this place, I don't know how else to explain it to anyone else who has never been on a stupid island before...I will take along my laptop, but I am not sure how much luck I will have on connecting, so I'll be holding my breath that I will be able to get on...I will be 2 hours more over in Australia than whenever I am here in Okinawa... So the time difference is as far as you can possibly go before reaching the United States again. I just need a break from this place honestly, and I'm finally going to get it, take care everyone, I will talk with u when I get the chance....xxxxxx☺ April 9th 2010 hi once again...sorry I just don't know what to do with myself just sitting here waiting..I decided to see if my laptop is still up to par and actually working, and luck is on my side finally cause yahhhh it is....lucky me...=0)What a nightmare it was packing for 2 straight days.....I finally got it all though, now the challege is keeping up with it all...ughhhhhh can't wait to dump it all off in the room and forget about it cause it's already annoying me....Not too much has been happening...I just had to get out today earlier to get my Taco Bell fix, and to have my Oreo shake before I left here.. They definately don't have Mexican food where I"m going, and they don't even like it...so I don't expect to see anything resembling Mexican for about a week....And I also have to force myself to get back out into society and remind myself that I am still a part of it, even though I don't like the type of society that I am around right now here.....I spent like 2 hours learning the video camera last night...I think I got it now....I just never messed with them before...I always wanted to be in the limelight and get on those things talking and talking and making fun of everything.....I never bothered to do it, but now I"m kind of forced into it....I got it though, so I just hope I don't mess that up....I"m tooo excited and I can't even talk with anyone now cause I"m in cyber cafe on my laptop, and their yahoo has been down here for the past month...It does nothing but keep going around and around and waiting for it to connect..... last night, we had huge storms here, and it knocked my internet out completely and I was up well past midnight being a bundle of nerves the night before.. and the waiting is enough to kill me.....I miss my cats too much, I could tell they were sad to see me leaving, but I plan to call and acutally talk on the speaker phone and let them hear my voice while I'm gone....I'm tooo thrilled to be getting away from this place...It is Spring Break here this week,I haven't had my own Spring Break vacation since I was a kid myself...I will try my very best to keep in touch on here the best way I know how...I will tell everything that I'll get to do and see, and I"m also keeping a journal on me and writing everything down.....okay so I guess I will go now...take care everyone I will be thinking of u all.....xxxxxx

My first day of vacation, and I spend half of the day fooling around with music videos like I do on any other day....Still it was fun and soo nice being away from people here that I DON'T wanna be around, and yet another one has gone and dyed their pathetic looking hair my red color..I don't get that at all sorry...ones who never talk to me like ever, then they just show up one day trying to look like me, or copy my look..can anyone else out there explain that????!?!? I desperately need to get to another part of the world before this whole country decides they want to look like me, then I won't ever be the only red head in the room again...ahhhhhh 2 more days of waiting.... it's sooo hard not doing anything when I'm waiting to go and do sooo much.....xxxxxxx

I am officially on my vacation time now!!! Only a few more days until I leave finally!!!!! It's soo hard not doing anything, but I find plenty to do until I can get the heck outta here completely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So long boring people who are cemented to this awful place and refuse to go anywhere else!!!! What a sad little nothing life u all must lead here!!!!!