http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yi2JFGL-xRI&feature=related-Best Days of Your Life-Kellie Pickler(American Idol Runner Up 2005)
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
whew am I ever glad this week is finally over with!!! =) Happy weekend everyone, I couldn't wait to stop by and say hey to everyone.....I am so glad to have time to myself again finally, and get caught up on things that I barely, or can't do during the week....It's great to have a chat when I can, to get to actually talk with people who wanna talk with me, about things we both have in common, and not just military things, or just sitting and complaining back and forth about this and that about whatever.....that is not a conversation I'm sorry.....That is what I have to hear, so I steer clear of it....I got anottthhhhherrrrrrrrrrrr party invitation a few days ago here....like I care anything about going to a party after what I have to go through during the week, and putting up with the schedule and the people that I have to......I thought at first it was a letter, being in a colored envelope, and I about jump through the ceiling whenever I do manage to get one of those cause not many people want to write letters these days....I still do with the few friends who agree to, but it's not as regular as it used to be...Anyways....that thing turned out to be some party invitation, like I could careless about going to some party after working all week long from dark to dark (I leave when it's dark, and get home when it's dark....) and then have them take up sevreal hours of my weekend, and I wouldn't be able to stop thinking and completely obsessing over what I am not getting done, who I am missing talking with on here, cause of this ridiculous time difference, so everyone comes on at different times, and I could just be doing my own things, or better yet just getting some good old-fashioned sleep....why on earth would I want to hang out with them whenever they bore me out of my mind just looking at them??? oh, and also the fact them being who knows how many years younger than me, so I know they would annoy me to death, cause we're all in different age categories......not for meeeeeeeeeeee....don't care if I ever go to another party here or not, I simply don't care and they are a total waste of time to me anyways.....at least not with people I don't wanna be around....oh, and by the way, I looked at who this thing was from, and would u believe it was from that same exact person who I had soooooooo much trouble with before.........I went to their house for some kind of a party around the holidays last year, I can't even remember what it was now....but it was the exact same one who had the dog running back and forth in the middle of this so called party going on and it would not get the heck away from me no matter what.....we half-way got into it in front of everyone else, but I was the one who held back cause I have a reputation to keep up at this place, if I like it or not, I still do cause everyone but everyone knows one another, and they esp. know me....I"m not exactly thrilled by that, but somehow they do, or recognize me anything like that......I couldn't believe really someone who I half-way got into it with over a dog when I asked repeatedly to get the thing away from me, snapped at me in front of everyone else,***whenever I was the guest*** and then kept giving me snotty looks, and that was it for me....I've had nothing to do with them since...the most me and my friends would get into it about when I was younger in the states was what song to listen to on the cassette tapes, whenever those things were still around, or to change out the cassette tape to another one, cause we were all so obsessed with music and still are...So I really don't understand why they find me so interesting here, or why they would want me around at whatever it is they are having this time, but I really don't find them interesting at all.....But I'm not going to put up with someone half way yelling at me in front of everyone else, publicly embarrassing me, then acting like nothing happened....I know very well if I told the reason, they would just throw the famous All-American fit, and get mad at me for some reason having my own opinion and not following everyone else.....This type of thing will never ever end...I have been putting up with this since I first started learning how people acted in this whatever lifestyle cause it's nothing that I would be first in line for ever.......I have never in my life been around people like this ever who acted so unbelievably right down rude and just plain mean on every little thing.....Back home everyone was so nice and friendly to each other and spoke to everyone, when you got out to those small nothing towns, that's where the problems started because everyone knew one another, and you would be a new comer just all of a sudden coming there....but I never had any reason at all to go to those because there was nothing there anyways...a few dirt roads and maybe a gas station....here, it is like that with everyone....everyone has some problem with everyone else.....they don't like this or that, it's like being around a bunch of high schoolers or something they all act the same and it's too boring....I won't get to go visit back home probably until we are settled at the next place after herrrrreeeeeeeeee, which would be sometime in 2011.....that seems like forever from now.....sorry some of those pics from my city turned out so bad....I don't know why they did that, but I will look for more to replace those...I was trying to hurry, and didn't want to spend forever looking through several million websites on here for pics......there are tonz and tonzzz more those are just a few....that was downtown, and we always had the spring Arts Festival by the Crystal Bridge there, and it was so much fun....I'm not even sure what they have now cause I never get to go to it, but I'm sure it still goes on, cause it was such a big event.....those others with the plants and things are what it looks like inside that, cause you could walk through it, if you didn't mind the humidy and it being so stuffy....sometime since I've been gone they've added horse-drawn carriage rides, because they did not have that at all when I lived there.....I will look for more cause those are so bad cause it really does look nice and can't wait to go back just for a few weeks which always flies by like crazy.....okay I'll let you all go now, hope everyone has a good weekend....drop by and say hi to me when u see me on here!!!!! take care!!!!!!xoxoxo
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
and it is Thursday here, not Wednesday!!! I am still fighting with this thing over the date!!=phttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qELnRjMnKMM&feature=related Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson (American Idol 2000!!!!=) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UWgRwVRbxc-hope it gives u....=> how i feel about this place!!!! lol lol talk with u all soooonnnn!!!! xoxoxo
Only one more day of this week until the weekend...I simply cannot wait.....howdee everyone hope u all are doing fine and getting through this week okay....I am ready for this year to be over with, and spring just started a week ago.....I got in one of my moods today....I can't stand it here, I can't wait to leave, I want to be with my friends, and not this dumb place with people I don't even know, I don't belong on some nothing island caused by some overactive volcano hundreds of years ago, how I'm never coming back here once I leave here, and to make sure I warn everyone else that I know, not to come here either.....and there's probably a few more that I'm sure that I left out, but I've calmed down a lot more now than I was a little over 2 hours ago or so.....I've completely had it with this place and everyone that keeps getting thrown at me, that I don't care a thing about being around at all....I will never understand people and their over obsessive need thinking that they just absolutely have to have some gigantic dog living in an extremely small place....Two families that live in my building are like this, and anyone who isn't into the same junk they are, automatically has a serious problem...so much for young military brats in the 2o age range, cause they all act this way...so good riddens...it doesn't break my heart any that this people are so difficult to get along with...so they made me mad, and guess everyone knows what's coming, I"m going to broadcast what they did to me on here......so they both have these dogs, I don't want dogs, I don't want them around me, I don't want to clean up after them, or someone else's.....the huge ones are an even greater annoyance cause they never settle down ever, and always run and jump all over me, and then of course go and stick their nose ***right there*** and I just don't like any of it....hmm they came about 2007, a few months after we got here from Italy at the end of 2006....and then I started noticing they kept letting their dogs go and do their business in our front yard....I had my husband confront them about it, cause I have absolutely noooo patience for people like that, who think that you should agree with absolutely everything that they like, and if you don't, then you are on some kind of a mission for the devil or something......we get lied to, saying it wasn't them doing it, and I keep seeing this, and still it went on all of 2007, all of 2008, and each time would confront them, and get some lame answer denying everything, when both of these nobodies have dogs....We hire people to come and do our lawn, and I don't want them to come and want us to take care of that first before they want to do their work, and finally they hit a nerve with me a few days ago after coming home from my work, putting up with the jerks that I have to work with, and just never ever ever seem to go away......I come home to face not only that, but trash on the sidewalk, and that did it for me...I called the housing office here who put us there to begin with and reported them and all they could tell me, was that I would have to prove it in someway, see it myself, and then call them back, and they would send the Inspector out to give them a notice.... I'm not going to stand staring out a window waiting for a dog to come along and do its business just so I can see them in the act.... how irritating is that???? We just had a few leaves blowing around in the parking lot on our side, and got a notice for that, and I call and report them for doing this the last 2-3 years now, and still they take their side....This lifestyle should have never even been thought of, making people suffer like this who don't even care to be around such idiots in the first place....and also who I have to be around to work with, most are soooo much younger than me, it makes me wanna put my finger in my eye or something they are too annoying....I really hope this year goes much faster than it does sometimes, cause I don't know how much more of this that I can take.....nothing else is going on here of course....and I don't care a single thing about doing anything that actually is going on, cause there is always something here everyday of the year somewhere....if it's not here, it's at another place, and I am not the least bit interested in what goes on here.....not anymore at least, I've seen everything, I've done everything, so I'm done....ready to move on, time is just dragging too slow and it drives me crazy sometimes.....I am doing this on my break now, cause I just had to get a few things out since I can't say them to anyone here, it would end up in the chat room for our webpage they have which I never go to either by the way.....So I will have to finish it up with pics and everything else when I get home tonight....I just have about 2-3 hours at the most then I have to call it a day, so I'm hardly on here at all anymore....only few more months until my vacation, and I will be gone from this joint for a month.....I seriously can't wait....I'll still get to talk on here and to everyone cause I'll have my laptop by then and can keep in touch, so you all will still be able to hear from me!!! I'm just glad to be going to a big city and get the heck off this island, where I feel like everything is closing in on me....My flowers that I just did last week with my class, are starting to come up....after the huge chaos that went on, I'm glad everything still worked out....But I still have to put up with others that are younger than me, we have absolutely nothinggggggggg to talk about.....they want to sit and compare different sexual positions with each other, and laugh about it, and I want to have a normal conversation....I"m not exactly thrilled about being over here...cause all I have are my friends so I do what I can to stay in a good mood most of the time, but I definately have my moments at this place...I can't understand who would like it here..if that were the case with me, I would take up getting a Japanese citizenship, but I really don't care to begin with, so others whining about it asking me why I don't like it here isn't going to change anything....I miss my downtown back home sooooo much.....they are still adding and always having things there...I look at it on here, and it nearly makes me sick that I am having to miss all that...I will look for some pics on here, and put them on here so everyone can see what I"m talking about.....it was so much fun, and they had just finished the water canal with boats and bridges going over, to look like Venice, Italy, then that's when I had to move to Italy....also like a 30 screen theatre, and I can't even remember what else now....but they are always having things there outdoors like outdoor concerts and enormous New Years celebrations...I got to go to one right before I moved for good, and that will probably be my last, but we have nothing like that here....everything is in Japanese, for Japanese, and it only fits their interests mostly.....okay, I have some artwork to finish up, so I will be on here again tonight to put some pics on here and everything, and wish you all a good night before I go to bed.....hope everything is going okay for you all, and are having a good day....can't wait to talk with you all soon!!! take care!!!!! am thinking of you all!!!! xoxoxoxox
Sunday, March 22, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLrc-RkjeKg-i can wait forever -simple plan
hey again....I hope everyone had a great weekend....it just flew by for me as usual, and now I only have a few hours until I have tog get to bed, and the whole week starts all over again tomorrow....I really can't wait until my vacation so I don't have to dread another week.....It's funny how I can just talk and talk on here sometimes, and others I have no idea what to say....hmm I happened to pick up a magazine towards the end of last week, and one article was about regretting getting certain tattoos...I found it pretty funny, what some people went and did whenever they were a lot younger, before they finally found a job they are happy with, but are still stuck with this tattoo thing that they got like whenever they were early 20 something, and now they are mid-to late 30's....someone who became a marine biologist, went and got some tattoo of a dolphin, and are now regretting it, wondering what they were thinking of getting that, another one was of dancing people around their arm when now they worked for a law firm....another was shape of New Jersey....most tend to do that out of boredom, then later on regret it....I would not go and do this no matter how "bored" I felt or whatever, cause whenever I go in for photo shoots, you aren't supposed to be showing anything like that....so it's of no interest to me, just like the gum chewing thing....still, I thought this was funny when I came across it on this website...www.asylum.com (look under weirdest tattoos for a laugh...) mostly same stuff is going on here, nothing too interesting I think, still seems that way to others just because I live on an island and am surrounded by ocean no matter which way I go, and can see it from any direction....I have to wait a few days for some things to happen to give me something to talk about on here, so I'm not just going on and on about the same ole things.....I hope everyone is doing great, and you all have a great week....look forward to having a chat with u all when u get a chance too!!!! take care!!!!! xxxxxx
Friday, March 20, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSeU5DP5wQ0-Boston-Augustana (this is what I feel like doing when I have to put up with stuff like this here.....)
hi again...it's finally the weekend, so I have a chance to sit down and actually say something for once and not just put up a few pics and have to go....I stay so busy anymore, that I"m hardly on here at all really, so whenever I am I treasure it cause it never lasts very long.....I am soo glad this week is finally finally over with and it's the start of a weekend, so I'm able to do whatever I want now....I've been practically dying to get on here since late yesterday, but couldn't, and my time today flew by, right when I wanted to the most....So I couldn't wait to whenever I got home and say what's been eating me up inside until I get it out since I have an uncontrollable need to talk about anything, whether it makes sense or not most of the time....hmm so now that I'm way busier than I was before, I guess that I'm pretty much done with the social network thing....I tried it for about a solid month religiously, and then after things started picking up in the new year, it was too much to keep up with always having to check on that one and post, and also keep up this one....well...I am still getting things from that, and I recently got something that said that I had ******50,000******* invites.....yikes...I can barely keep up with doing this sometimes, and I'm perfectly happy with just having a few friends, it doesn't have to be in the hundreds and it definately doesn't have to be in the thousands....I'm not even famous either, I don't understand where all this is coming from but I know I can't keep up with something like that, cause it would be the only thing I would be messing with, and I'd like to do other things whenever I actually do get my freetime!!! So not to ignore anyone, but wow never thought I'd actually have a fan club that huge...lol....also, there is something here every single day of the entire year, no matter what day it is, or holiday, or month, there is always something going on somewhere....There were several St Patrick's Day parties, of course I got asked to them, and had no trouble at all skipping them and not feeling the least bit guilty about it....after working all day, then go to a party an hour later that lasts 3-4 hours until 9-10pm, and my evening is gone, I would like to know when exactly I am supposed to get a moment to myself really......hmm so much has happened, some things just seem like a blur now.....I hope it keeps going that way here...this month is just about over with too now.....Happy first day of springtime to everyone too by the way...I went out and planted flowers yesterday and today with my class....it was a lot of fun so I hope to have a few things coming up in the next few weeks since I'm unable to do that here at home where I live, being on the upper floor and not having a yard to do it in, or the neighbours that I absolutely ***can not stand*** let their big huge dogs run and pounce dig up everything( and do other things I will leave that for you all to figure out...) in sight, and I know that they would let them do that just to spite me....so I finally got to plant something and won't have anyone or their extremely annoying dogs wrecking it thinking it's funny....I will take some pics of everything and put them on here once it all comes up, but nothing has happened yet!!! I'm excited to see how it looks because I never get to do that here, I know it would be ruined and I would be sick, and I don't need that from some dog and people who are at least 10 years younger than me who absolutely refuse to see things any other way but their own, so everyone else in the world around them is wrong besides them...Anyways I have people start in on me all the time here, I just blow it off, and laugh about it, then broadcast their little fit on here, for everyone else to laugh at too... just to show everyone what kind of total idiots that I have to be around here.....so when I was doing that, planting flowers for springtime etc.....someone else that I just haavvve to work with couldn't stand the fact that I came up with the idea first, and had to get their 2 cents in as well.. I don't think I ever will understand people like that ever....who always think and feel that others around really give a care what they have to say....so I was doing that with few others from my class, actually enjoying myself and everything, and the door next to mine just flies open and she like starts in on me in this sharp tone of voice like I'm a 5 year old or something when I'm 13 years older than she is...."who said that you could use that bag of dirt!!?? that is supposed to be our bag or dirt!!! "did so and so say that you could use that bag of dirt??!! I asked for it first and that is supposed to be our bag of dirt!!!!" (they got those for us to share by the way...) ooooooommmmmmmgggggggggggggggg I had to try sooo hard to keep from busting out laughing seeing her with her hand on her hip and bobbing her head from side to side trying to imitate some ghetto talking person.....there were like 4 of those things, and I had this planned since late January, I didn't have to explain that to someone that I can't even stand.....I realllly had to hold myself from jumping back cause I can't stand girls in the first place at all...esp when they act like that to me, so luckily I didn't lose it and say what I was really thinking cause I knew that I could on here, and give everyone a huge laugh into next week.....I said something I can't even remember, but kept it on the non-threatening side to kind of make her calm the heck down and get off my back when what I was doing didn't even concern her in the first place...I said "okay if it would make her happy, I would go and get her a $4.00 bag of dirt to replace the one I was using since she was throwing such an unbelievable fit about it..." I just got some look shot at me, and a door slammed at me, and it only gave me more to talk about on here.....I can understand if it was something precious or something personal of someone else's that I just grabbed up and used on my own, but ooooommmmmmgggg ******OVER A BAG OF DIRT?????!!!!********* are you serious, or just kidding to try to attempt to be funny?????? and who on earth do they think they are talking to me like that when I was half-way through school, when they were in the process of trying to get their umbilical cord cut in half about that time?????? see what kind of total idiots that I have to be around until I am out of this lifestyle completely??????????? so at first I was mad and really irritated over this, then I decided to just let it go, and use sarcasm as my weapon since that is what I am good at doing anyways.....I went and got 2 bags of dirt for this person who threw such an unbelievable fit over me using them when they were just sitting there, at like $2.69....so I was off a little, I spouted off $4.00 when I was talking back, but it was even less than that....dragged them all the way back over where I work, put them outside her door where I knew she would see, and stuck a red ribbon on each of them and went back to doing my own things. I didn't hear another word about the bags of dirt....I couldn't help laughing either, and when others found out about what I had done, they were laughing too, and hi-fiving me and things like that....so I always get the last word and everyone else to see how stupid the other person was acting cause I made them feel that way....I couldn't wait to tell everyone else either.....this was just over a bag of dirt, I would hate to see how she would act if I had done anything else.....my gosh, some people huh????? yes I really have to put up with that honestly.....I always get the best of them though, cause I am the one with a sense of humor, and I know how to get them even more burned up inside where it's just funny to me and everyone else that I tell.....wow some must have a reallllllly meaningless nothing life if they are jumping on me about things like that......I still can't stop laughing.....My friend in Norway did about the same thing, only it was with that confetti stuff like you use to decorate things with, or that they throw at parties.....she told me that someone she wrote letters with, that I didn't write, always put those little itty bitty pieces of confetti in the letters, so whenever you would open it up, that stuff would fall all over the place, and you would have a big mess then, all over the floor, all over you, just everywhere, she told this person to please stop with the confetti, and she still kept doing it, over and over...my friend doesn't like people doing things like that either, just like I don't once you ask them to stop doing things you don't like really....she did a whole envelope of confetti and mailed that to her, and the whole confetti fiasco stopped completely then.... but of course I still thought it was dead funny.....who acts this way exactly?????!!! I am the same way exactly exactly when people do something like that to me....this isn't the first time I have done something like that either, but me and my friends pretty much do the same things, so only we can understand why we do them I think...wow some people can make you almost pass out from laughing so hard at them by how dumb they act.....I can't help but wonder if they took some sort of lessons or get tips off of here on the internet, since there are all sorts of stories about dumb things people did.....so whatever it is, I still have fun since that is the only way for me.....and I couldn't waiiiittttt to tell everyone I knew about it all over the world either.....and they tell whoever they know......etc etc.. and it goes on and on.....well just to give everyone a little insite of what goes on here that isn't so serious, cause they never stay that way if it happens with me ever ever....I always turn it in to something to laugh about.......okay I guess I have rambled on enough now......I hope everyone is doing great, and not working too hard.....I miss being on here so much....but I'm happy to talk with everyone whenever I get the chance to.....take care everyone, and have a fabulous weekend.....know that you are thought of!!!!! xxxxxx miss u all !!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aerxDqVzVQA-funny signs http://www.joost.com/08203a1/t/Bill-Engvall-Here-s-Your-Sign-Video#id=08203a1-Here's Your Sign (my friend and I have been laughing about this video since we were in high school....there are more out like this but this was the first, the part that got me was the very last one where the guy grabs the exast pipe on the back of a car right after driving it around.... hope u all have a good laugh.......=)
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